Alive or Just breathing?

Chapter 5

Emily's P.O.V.

I was seating with my friends having lunch and yes , including Luke .

I wasn't talking to him though , and I'm trying to avoid eye contact at all cost , he tries to talk to me but I just give him short answers and it looks like it makes him frustrated and maybe even hurt ? I don't know .

-Emily , you are a really honest person , so who's hotter ? Me or Matt ? - asked Ryan pointing to them

I chuckled . Oh , by the way Matt and Ryan are twins , they have blonde hair and green eyes , in my opinion Ryan is hotter .

-I can't pick guys ! - I chuckled

-Matt - said Paige

-Thanks - Matt had a smug smile on his face which made me chuckle 

-Well i disagree with Paige . I think Ryan is - I said taking a bite in my burger 

Ryan smiled . - See i told you so

-Yeah yeah - Matt rolled his eyes

Me , Paige and Luke chuckled at those ridiculous brothers .

-Why am I even friends with you ? - I playfully asked

-Because you love us - they said at the same time

-Yeah that must be it - I chuckled

-It is - said Paige smiling

-So anyways , tomorrow is Saturday - said Matt

-And ? - I asked

-There's a party , are you guys coming ? - asked Ryan

-Of course I am ! - said Paige excitedly

I don't really like going to parties , there's too many people for me and I don't find any interest in , although my mom was going to love it , she thinks that I should go out more , even though she doesn't care about me or what I do .

-I don't know guys - I said uneasy

-Come on . It'll be fun - said Paige shaking me a little

-No . I don't like that kind of ambient - I said crossing my arms

Matt sighed . - You're always in your bedroom it would be good for you to loosen up a bit 

Actually i'm always on that roof top ..

I looked at three of them and they all held the same hoping eyes .

I sighed . - Ugh . Fine

-YAY - the three of them cheered

I playfully rolled my eyes .

-Luke you coming too right man ? - asked Ryan

Luke looked at me like he was looking for an answer , he looked back at Ryan and answered a simple "Yes"

-Nice - said Ryan

The bell was ringing so we had to head back to classes , Paige to her class , Matt and Ryan to theirs and me and Luke to ours .

**

I arrived home and mom was setting the table , she was wearing black high heels and a red dress that ended mid-tight , she had a red lipstick and her her hair was in huge curls .

-Wow mom - I said

Look at me trying to having a nice conversation with my mom

She twirled around like an excited 16 year old , how cute . Not .