I nodded agreeing "So Mandy how are you and Kian?" Carli asked " Good I guess we haven't really talked to much I think he is still upset that I declined my offer for Julliard but its what ever." I shrugged

"Yeah I'm pretty pissed at you too, Like that's a huge deal and you just declined just like that." Mel said 

Yeah you heard me right I was accepted to Julliard but there all the way in New York across the country from California. But I turned them down because I didn't want to be away from Kian but also because my depression became way worse ever since he left and my parents official divorce.

I still remember the argument like it was yesterday

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Yesterday I got a letter in the mail saying I got accepted to Julliard the most sophisticated dance school in the country. When I read it I was crying happy and sad tears.

Tears of happiness because this is a huge deal that only a hand full of people get to accomplish. Tears of sadness because if I go there I would have to leave my family to soon, I would miss my friends, family, graduation and I don't want to be even more miles apart from Kian it just breaks my heart 

I got jumped out of my thinking by a Skype call from Kian on my Mac "Hey baby I miss you." He says "I miss you too babe." I said staring into his brown eyes through a computer screen not in person.

" Babe you okay? You looked like you were crying." He asks worried "Yeah I'm fine so what up with you?" I am going to tell him about it but I don't know if in ready right now. "Nothing really I just got done shooting a video  for Kian and Jc, so that's why I'm in soaking wet clothes" He says I laugh

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