Daddy//Luke Hemmings #Wattys2016

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I woke up from that stupid nightmare.

But in reality it is not.

It is the truth and there is no way that I will forget about it.

Stupid, but I won't forget the feeling.

The feeling of his hands inside me.

It is so intoxicating.

And there's nothing on this world that could replace that feeling.

Sadly, he left me without saying a word.

He left me when I am already hopelessly in love with him.

And it broke my heart.

He left me like I mean nothing to him.

But I can't blame him because what we had is not real.

It was just for pleasure.

But I was stupid enough to think that it was real.

And because of that I am not fine at all.

And for some unknown reason, I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about those nasty and naughty things.

But I know to myself that Daddy will always be a part of me.

I got up on my bed and did my daily rituals.

While I am eating breakfast the door bell ringed.

My mother opened the front door of our house. And there he is, the blonde boy that I hate.

Luke Hemmings.

It's been 5 years since I last saw him.

He is my former best friend.

I swallowed the lump on my throat and act like I don't know him.

"Who are you?" I asked.

"I am your daddy baby girl " He smirked.

"You didn't remember him Marishca?"

"No." I lied.

"How can you forget him Isha, he is your best friend."

"Yeah, and I remember how I can make you feel good." He whispered to me.

And that's what made my blood crept to my cheeks.

"Shut up." I angrily whispered to him.

"Bye Mum." I said.

"Why don't you take her to school Luke?"

"Of course Mummy." He replied.

He is so freaking stupid .

He called my mum his mummy.

I didn't wait for him.

I walked on my way to school while thinking how handsome Harry Styles is.

But my daydream is interrupted by an angelic voice.

The voice of the angel that used to be mine.

Not really.

"Isha! Wait!"

I walked faster so that he can't catch up to my phase.

But being the giant penguin he is.

He is right here beside me.

"Don't ignore me baby girl or you'll get punished."

"If I can't remember, I am not your baby girl anymore since 5 years ago. You left without saying anything. And if you're thinking that I still love you, well stop thinking about it because I will never ever be that girl again." I said to him even though hurts.Yes, i said to him that I loved him. But he just laughed at me.

It is so painful to say those things but I should do this.

He can't control me because I an object.

I am a human so I can be hurt by this heartless man.

But I know to myself that because of my stupid self...

History will repeat itself.