I'm so out of it right now
I don't want to kill myself, I just wish I wasn't a human.
I kinda want to be a nice warm snuggly cat.
Or a shell on a beach.
I wish I didn't have the ability to speak
I wish i could walk around and not be worried about, my surroundings
I can't scream, I can't talk to myself, I can't sleep, I can't walk, I don't want to get up again
I don't know what to do.
The physical pain and uncomfortable-ness I feel is making me feel so out of it.
The loneliness I feel, the withdrawal of good words spoken has me going insane.
My phone I going to be fully charged in 2 hours 12 minutes.
I have 3 weeks left of school
I have 2 full free days ahead of me
My room is dimly lit.
My room is cold.
I haven't made my may calendar.
Did you know that the Australian little penguin lives in New Zealand too?
And was once spotted as far away as Africa
And it eats little crabs
(Crustacean)
Eudypula minor is it's scientific name
It eats its food whole and can dive to 200ft deep.
They are 40-45 cm tall
And weight 2.5 pounds
The males are the ones that make nest to attract females often in September between Burrows and rocks.
They have brown bills and a blue back with a white belly.
I had to present that today.
I'm gonna just lay here for bit.
Night night
