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chapter 33

Au:: this chapter dedicated to my favourite person, I know this chapter is sad...so forgive me for that...let's go.

Tae eyes are in deep red, his body is literally shaking a little, when he think about his past. Jk hold him tight and pepper him with kisses, tae smiled and kept his head on jk chest..

Jk:: shh relax hyungie. ( Soft )

Jk peck tae cheeks time to time..

Tae::in my childhood I am a good and bratty Boy, I loves to make friends,I was a social butterfly..

Jk is listening everything quitely, he know he is going to know tae's secret and he don't know how he gonna handle this..

Tae::when I was in ten years old, I met bog.um, lee jung and Irene. They are the worst people I have ever seen. I never know behind their sweet smile, there is a monster. I used to visit bogum house..( tae become silent, jk know why though, he kiss tae eyes and cupp his face )

Jk:: shh if your not ready then it's okay hyungie.( Caresses tae cheeks who smiled weekly )

Tae shook his head and continued..

Tae:: I always play with him new video games and his brother mark also join us..but I don't know one filthy pervert eyes always on me..I was a small kid jun.gkook..choi that bastard.

Everything is going good but untill bogum, Irene and lee jung started to bully others especially girls. This make me hate them and I try my level best to stop them but one day they cross their limits. They tore one girl clothes and record the video that's it I complained to principal...

This make them turn against me and they done everything to make my life hell. They turn other students against me.. they told everyone that I am gay...

School become hell for me, I can't able to take anything that time dad company was in downfall so I don't want to share this to my family and make them worried ,dad is working hard and he is very stressed. He went to many business trips and eomma frequently fall ill.. namjoon hyung is not in Korea..he is studying in abroad..

I can't bare anything everyday I got bullied, they locked me in the dark room and they didn't let me eat my food, they beat me badly. I become soo week.

On.e day..( tae fisted his hands, jk caresses his back )  I can't able to take anything, so decide to tell everything to my dad and principal..but that day they told me come to restroom, I was soo determined to oppose them but baby that's the worst day..

On the way lee jung spill water on me, I was soo angry, I went inside the restroom and removed my shirt..I saw Irene there, it make me sick..she is wearing a torn clothes and looking like a mess..she came towards me..I know what is happening, I try to push her and slapped her hardly..

They totally change the scene and video recorded everything. They threaten me saying they will release it to the outer world.. that's it I was depressed, I am in the verge of giving up, they are torchering me day by day.

Not only them other students too especially Jin hyung brother sehun. Whole school treat me like I am some of dust, they call me gay shit , bastard, filthy person..their eyes hold disgust for me.. everyday I cry like a river..

One day they tied me in a chair and infront of me, Irene and bogum showing me a video of  straight porn..and told me become a man not a filthy gay. I was crying badly and told them to release me. Whole day they tied me and showing different staright porn...

You know what jungkook, whenever I cross them they move away from me treat me like untouchable, they even spread the news I try to abuse Irene...

Totally I was living in the hell.. these things make me want to hide me from them, I was soo scared for them. Their mere presence make me want to die and shiver..

Jin hyung brother sehun, one day beat me ,I am in the verge of die.. because I didn't do what he said..he become like a psycho.. whenever he is frustrated he beat me and treat me like a punch bag. One day Jin hyung brother saved me and accidentally his brother died that day.

when I was  fifteen years old, bogum drag me to his house along with others. They locked me inside one room, I was already fed up, I thought they will leave me soon..

You know what baby, that's the day is trauma for me..I saw Choi came out of the bathroom wearing bathrobe..he removed his bathroom, I swear baby I want to pick out...

I already know his intentions and how his small touches on me shoulder or my thighs give me disgusting feeling..I was soo panicked my breath got heavy.. that's the first day I got panick attack. I bang the door and crying hardly whole Choi smirking at me and drinking his wine..

I was crying like a mad p.erson baby no one heard me, literally no one..he stood up and slowly reached me, I took a deep breath and look around, it was second floor baby, balcony is opened..( jk know what tae is gonna say , his heart is piercing ) Choi trace his hands on my cheeks and kick his balls and jump from the balcony without even thinking further.

My ankle broken, that day I saw jin hyung who seen me lying on my own blood, he took me to hospital. Jin get to know what happened to me ,he was soo angry like hell, but I didn't said to him who try to abuse me. I begged him not to say to anyone. I told dad I fell from stairs...they get to know many bruises on my body but I said I always fight with others that's why I got it..I feared if I told the truth they will release the video..I was soo naive  baby.

That's it baby that's the last day I saw them...but that trauma didn't left me..
I can't able to sleep in nights, every day their face pop in my heads, nightmares didn't leave me to sleep.

Each and every day I feel like burning, I don't even want to face them..I  changed my school, but the pain they gave me didn't leave me..I decided to leave this world baby ( jk eyes shown red, deep red ,tae cupp jk cheeks )

That day my baby and my bun enter my life..I saw how you two clingy with me. My pain disappear in yours presence.

I saw how you show your bunny smile, you know what baby that day your front one tooth fell , your looking soo beautiful and bubbly. ( Jk hit tae chest with teary eyes who Chuckled )

Even though I  soo happy being with you two, my trauma didn't left me baby. Now I can do anything to them and make them live in hell..but the fear they gave me want to avoid them from my life..I don't even want their shadow on my life..I can kill that Choi in one punch but past memories make me weak very weak....

Still now their name is affecting me, their presence is affecting me.... that's it darling that's my worst past which is still haunting me in some ways....

Tae look at jungkook and peck his lips who hide his face in tae face.

Tae didn't saw jk eyes getting droopy and his veins are popping out, jk feel Itchy all over his body....

Jk bite tae neck hardly who let him do...jk make the place bleed and got relax, he peck tae neck where he make it bleed.

Tae flipped their position, jk is now top of tae who caresses his cheeks..jk lean for the touch. Tae don't know how jk is feeling inside him, after listening tae past..

Tae:: now I am done , it's your turn now , who is my baby who is jungkook?? Hmm say ( slide his hands on jk bare back who moan )

Jk look at tae eyes directly..

Jk:: do you know KJk mafia?? ( Little nervous )

Tae widen his eyes in horror..

Tae:: your working for them baby?? ( Cupp jk cheeks who look at tae, blinking his eyes,he is gulping hard )

Jk::I am the..mafi.a lead.er.

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Few more chapters, and jungkook new side going to reveal , he is a pure.. psycho..I will give trigger warning you people can skip.. next chapter the journey of Jeon jungkook....

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