only you

chapter 30

Every Kim's is standing outside the hospital room, Jin is crying in joon arms who is broken, mr.kim is crying in mrs.kim, jw is also in tears in mrs.jeon arms.

While tae is sitting on the floor while looking down, his face was hidden by his knees.

Soon doctor came outside getting others attention.

Nj:: how is h.e doctor??( Fear )

D:: did he smoke often??

Others gasp expect tae who didn't lift his face, joon gulp in fear.

Nj:: ye.s doctor. ( Look at tae with fear )

D:: he smoke frequently in these days this caused him to vomit blood , but don't worry he is fine now , but don't allow him to smoke or drink again his body is soo sensitive it will affect his lungs which is very weak. ( Left )

Tae fist his hand while his veins popping out.

After few minutes they shifted jk to normal ward. Joon and mrs.kim is standing near the door, jw and mrs.jeon  sitting on the sofa ,Jin is sitting on the bed with sleeping jk stroking his hair, mr.kim standing beside them holding jk hand tightly.

Tae is sitting outside with a closed eyes.

Soon jk stir up get a bone crush hug jin who is crying hard ,he was soo scared seeing jk unconscious. For namjin , jk and jw is like his own sons.

Mr.kim squeezing jk hand.

Mr.k:: how are you son??( Soft )

Jk pat Jin head who is hugging him, and nodded his head. His eyes roam and can't find tae make his heart ache.
Others talk with him for few minutes even mrs.jeon asked jk whether he is okay or not??

Jk eyed nj,

Nj:: he is sitting outside kookie. ( Soft )

Jin:: let's go out so they can talk.( Jk smiled at him , Jin placed a kiss on jk forehead )

They all left , mr.kim placed his hand on tae who didn't opened his eyes.

Mr.k:: go baby he is waiting for you. ( Left from there )

After few minutes tae stood up and went inside ,he locked the room inside while jk felt like his heart will burst in pain , he saw tae puffy eyes and bloody knuckles.

Jk try to stood up but tae showed his palm with cold eyes make jk lips wobble, tae went near him making jk gulp in fear, he know surely they get to know about his smoking.

Jk look down he can't see the dark eyes which is piercing his soul. Jk tears are falling on his cheeks ,he don't have courage to look tae eyes, he feel ashamed to do.

He felt tae sit beside him on the bed,

Tae:: I am the reason right??( Jk shook his head with tears ) I am the only reason your in this condition right baby. ( Bitter chuckle )

Tears started to flow in tae eyes which he let it fall. Jk cupp tae cheeks and shook his head aggressively.

Tae look at jk with unknown eyes, the next word make jk head spin and wanted to disappear.

Tae:: if I didn't come in to your life , you must not be. the pe.rson your now ri.ght bun? ( Jk slap tae cheeks but softly and shook his head while sobbing hard )

Tae:: I ruined your life. I. ( Cry hardly holding jk hands which is on his cheeks )

Tae stood up and wipe his tears harshly making jk heart beat race fearing what will tae do.

Tae:: should I..lea.ve you humm. Tell me so th.at you can. Live with.out an.y pro.blems.( weak )

Jk widen his eyes in horror and fist his hands ,his breathing get abnormal making tae panick. He cupp jk face and spoke softly.

Tae:: baby look at me. Baby look ( jk try to calm but he can't )

Tae smash his lips on jk and kiss him slowly very slowly, tae caresses jk cheeks.  He break the kiss and kissed jk forehead who started to hit tae chest harshly and crying hard. Tae let him do and pull him closer who landed on his chest.

Jk:: if you. Le.ave me I wi.ll di..( before he completes tae glare at him make him shut with fear )

Tae::think before you speak got it ( deep voice )

Jk feels chills and nodded his head like a puppy. Jk tears making tae heart pain.

They both didn't talk anything just feeling eachother warm embrace. Tae pepper him with kisses. Jk sighed in satisfaction feeling and nuzzle his face in tae chest.

Tae:: don't forget baby you need to get a hard punishment. ( Dark voice )

Jk teared up and hide his face in tae chest. Tae is the only person who didn't get sacred by jk behaviour that day because he saw something in jk eyes that others can't see.

He saw fear in jk eyes , that day he saw how jk hide his fear by showing his cruel side , the fear of losing his family morelike fear of losing his love, his taehyung. May be others can't but tae can tell jk feeling by his eyes.

Jk may be a monster for others but for tae he is a baby just a baby who he needs to protect not from others but from jk himself.

Tae pat jk head and kiss his head multiple times. Jk look at tae who is thinking something while patting his head.

Jk:: do you hat.e me now?? Do you feel
Dis.cust by me? ( Heavy heart )

Tae look at him deeply both are staring at each other.

Tae:: you think your tae hyungie can hate you and feel discust by you? ( Soft )

Jk shook.his head and hug tae tightly make tae smile a little.

Tae:: you need to explain a lot baby but for now Just relax ,I am always by your side no matter who ever you are. ( Kiss jk nose ,few minutes after tae heard a snoring sound , tae slowly place jk on the bed and cover him with blanket )

He stood up and stand near the window with unknown eyes. His tears flowing from his eyes. He took a deep breath and took a medicine from his pocket and gulp three tablets.

Tae( mind ):: I failed to protect you baby ( look at jk sleepy figure )

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