Sha'Carri Richardson
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"I'm not even mad no more, I just wanna make sure you good. Carri don't be dumb" Teetee said before I just hummed
"I'm good" I said while continuing to stretch before she sucked her teeth
"You ain't even fucking listening"
"Girl I'm listening, what you want me to say?"
"That you ain't gone fuck with that nigga" she said before I scrunched face up and sucked my teeth
"What the fuck I need to say that for?"
"For confirmation" she said before I chuckled in a confused manner, "You know you gone fuck with that nigga"
"Teetee I'm chilling, but you tryna go somewhere after this?"
"Sha'Carri you deflecting and shit, that's crazy "
"Ain't nobody deflecting, I just ain't tryna talk about Jermaine. Ain't nobody finna fuck with him"
"You in love with that nigga and you know that" she said before I sighed, "A'ja cool and all, but you not in love with her"
She right, but I ain't gone admit that. It's gonna take a lot for me to fall out of love with him. He definitely left his mark on me.
Despite of all the shit he did to me, I still love him. If he was on his deathbed right now and called me, I'm coming.
Deep down inside, I know he love me too.
I just didn't know what the sudden change was about. I never got a chance go ask him, but last week I did.
"I'm not in love with him, and I want A'ja"
"Y'all official, like together?" she asked before I hummed a little
"No, but we working on it. We ain't rushing nothing, I wanna enjoy her before all that"
"You need to take a break from relationships. Sha'Carri you need to heal" I groaned growing annoyed because I don't need her advice
I'm good and healed.
"Alright, what we doing after this?" I asked before she gave me a crazy look, "I'm dismissing the conversation cause — yeah"
"I want some fried chicken" she said before I started laughing
"You fat"
"I been thinking bout chicken for two days now" she said causing me to shake my head
"You on the track and thinking bout food, we should cook though" I said before we paused and both laughed
"But I'm fat, come on"
We went and collected our stuff from the bleachers before leaving. This my first time in a long time being on the track.
It kind of made me feel dejected.
I miss being here everyday.
I miss my teammates.
I miss my coaches.
And I miss whooping ass on the track.
Next season I'm coming back stronger than ever. I'm not letting nothing or nobody get in my way. My grandma was right when she said don't let nobody run you away from what you love.
When I make this comeback, it's gone be for me.
I haven't really spoke to the public about why I ended my season early. In two days, I have a interview so everybody's gonna know.
