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It was 3 a.m the official hour of overthinking. I wasn't able to sleep since the day Cameron told me that he will contact me with his new number  .it's been a week . I made sure I unblocked unknown incoming calls . I checked whether I missed any call .my phone was on ringing.  I was confused as his Instagram ID was being used . I was ignored . I was talking with " the hidden one " when I received hard truths about Cameron.  I know this hour wasn't the right timing. I could have found out things later but i was curious .I wanted to know it all . I wanted to jump away from these situations.  Even if the worst has to happen it must happen now . It happened . The hidden one " told me straight away cameron' s apologies were just a matter of few days and it was foolish of me to take him back .take all the pain back .
He might not have done it intentionally but he did it . I was alone .life was moving . I was recovering and I thought I was fully recovered . " the hidden one " doubted whether if I had ever recovered or I was just hiding my rage ,my unhealed parts, my insecurities . I lashed at him .I did . I was in denial.  I know what he meant and that was true .

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