Stolen from me

Take some time

"Yeah maybe" I whispered "look I'm gonna go get ready before she gets here alright" she nodded her head stuffing her face I chuckled and walked around the island kissing her head before making my way upstairs. I went into my closet to change my clothes. In the middle of me changing my shirt my phone dinged I went to pick it up seeing it was Becky I blew out a breathe and through my phone on my bed not bothering to answer after I was done with my business and freshening up I went back down stairs.

"So after your mom comes by what do you want to do today?" I asked Amariana as she was putting her dish away

"Umm I don't know" she shrugged "what do you usually do since your here alone?"

"Well I go tot he gym I hand with a few of my boys" I followed her into the living room as we both plopped down

"I don't know really I haven't been in the mood for fun or yo be around people"

"Girl your a teenager you don't like to have fun?" I chuckled shaking my head

"I mean I do don't get me wrong it's just", she paused in her sentence sighing. "I don't know" she finally spoke again i noded my head looking ahead we went silent for a moment before I turned my head back to face her

"I know what your thinking lefty" she turned her head looking back at me

"Yeah and what is that?" She crossed her arms pursing her lips

"She's not mad at you do you think she would be on her way to talk to you?"

"I don't know I just feel like there's something there saying don't build a relationship every time we try" she shook her head

"Well whatever that voice is or thought push it to the back because like it or not you have to have a relationship she's your mother" 

"I know" she whispered we sat watching tv for a while in silent

"So why do you guys have a condo out here?" She asked breaking the silence

"Well" I dragged out trying to think correctly "we got it after we got married it was out honey moon condo actually" I sat up before continuing facing her some

"We couldn't fully have our honeymoon for the week we were supposed to have because we had performances so we bought a honey moon condo to continue our honeymoon after we finished the performances" i stories out she smiled and I smiled back until her smiled faded. I looked in her face seeing her cheeks turn a shade of pink she sniffled pointing the tip of her nose clearing her throat

"Can I ask you something?".  Oh god please don't

"Y-yeah" i stuttered I knew what this was soons I brought up our marriage

"Why did you do it, she paused before looking at me "why did you cheat on my mama?" I wanted to smile at the last part but this want the moment to do so

"I,um" i cleared my throat. "I honestly don't know lefty I really don't". Now back thinking I was just a horny fuck and Becky made it no better

"Do you not love her?" My eyes widened and I snapped my head to look at her

"Of course I love her" I said final before speaking again. "I love her I love you I love your sister you three are my everything my world and I love you all without a doubt but some how I let my actions take over and question my love" she nodded her head fiddling with her fingers

"Daddy?"

"Yeah?"

"Do you think she'll forgive you and we can all be back together?" I sighed biting my the inner corner of my lip