forbidden | b.e.

You deserve better | 012

still doesn't make it okay

i know you love him but just know
that you deserve so much better

now please apologize to billie

okay i will

good luck babe

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In real life

I guess I could go over to her house and apologize to her? I sigh and grab my keys before heading down to my car. I get in and start driving to Billie's house. I really hope she's home.

I'm so fucking nervous right now.

I get to her house and park my car. My heart is racing so fast right now and I don't know why. I'm usually not this nervous.

I walk up to the front door and knock twice. Billie opens the door and she rolls her eyes. "Oh, wow, look who it is, Miss 'I care about my asshole of a boyfriend more than anyone else.' You're unbelievable." She laughs in disbelief and shuts the door. "Bil, I'm sorry." I knock on the door again.

She opens the door again and sighs. "Aurelia, just go away. You're just a shitty person. You're so worried about Lorenzo and not how about anyone else feels and you know why? Because he's a fucking manipulator and you're too fucking dumb to see that!" She exclaims in frustration. I freeze up and look down at the ground. "I'm sorry." My voice breaks and I turn on my heel and walk back to my car.

"Wait, Rae, I'm sorry." She runs after me and stops me. "No, Billie, you're right. I am a shitty person. I'm fucking terrible to you and the worst part is that I always think everyone else but me is in the wrong because that's just the type of person I am. I'm sorry, but maybe I shouldn't be your friend." I sigh and get in my car. She comes up to my window and knocks. "Love, it doesn't have to be like this. It's okay, Rae, really." She says.

"Billie, everything you said was true. I care too much about Lorenzo and it's shitty. You can find a better friend. I mean, you and Gigi seem close, so why don't you be best friends with her?" I say even though it hurts. "Aurelia, I want to be your friend too. Don't do this." She shakes her head. "It's okay, Billie. You'll be okay. I'm sorry for everything." I give her a sad smile before driving off.

She deserves better than this. I know she'll be fine without me. I'm sure it's for the best.

Maybe I shouldn't have done that.

Fuck.

- B I L L I E -

A tear runs down my cheek as Aurelia drives away. I wipe the tear away quickly and head inside. I go back to the kitchen and grab my phone off of the counter before going to Gigi's contact.

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iMessage

gigi

gigi aurelia just like broke up with
me but like in a friend way

huh

she came over and apologized, said
she's a shitty friend and then left

i almost made her cry gigi

she had tears in her eyes

bro what i just told her to
apologize and she just drops
you?

i have the dumbest best friend in
the fucking world ughhhh

well not really she's a straight A student
but you get
     
                          what do i do? i don't want to lose her

just maybe give her some time to
cool off and she'll probably come
to her senses and shit

don't worry about it

                                              that's kinda hard to do 😐

billie i promise you that she's
most likely just under stress and
she makes these big decisions when
she is, but she doesn't mean to

                                                               okay thanks gigi

of course

text me if you need anything
else

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In real life

I don't want to lose Aurelia. I can't believe she gave up on our friendship just like that. I probably just made her feel bad and she didn't want to do anything else. God, why can't I ever think before I speak?

I feel like I ruin everything.

I don't get how Aurelia just drops everything and everyone for Lorenzo. She has to be under some spell or some shit because any normal person would break up with their partner if they hit them and were this toxic, right?

I know that's probably easier said than done, but Aurelia is a grown woman. She can do what she wants.

She shouldn't be with Lorenzo, she should be with me.

But I know there's nothing I can do about it.

She's done with me.

a/n 🤍

poor billie 😭