My expression turned sour as I remembered how many times Sally had warned me to stop playing with people's feeling. I sighed and thought of how Mr double H would feel if I played with his feelings a little. It surprised me that I suddenly cared about how he would feel.
For the first time i thought about how the other person would feel. I had never done that before ,i never cared about any man's feelings . To me they had now become my tools used for having fun ,I preferred playing them to been played . I would rather use a man than let myself get used and dumped again.
Too bad ....Mr double H had fallen victim to my devious scheme and i was pretty sure that i would enjoy my time with him.
I did not want to get hurt again,I dreaded pain especially the one related to the affairs of the heart. With all that was happening with Sally and other breakups i had seen plus the one that I had experienced, I'll rather remain single than get involved with a man who would leave me for another woman .
I suddenly thought about Eren. I wondered if I mistakenly .....like accidentally although it was 100% not possible but if by a tiny weensy chance ,I fell for him ,would he be like other men and leave me? . Would he treat me like I was some trash,or would he body shame me just like every single men I dated did?. If he did then I would send him to his grave .
I soon realized where my train of thoughts were heading. My eyes widened in Shock,I shouldn't be thinking about falling for him or about what I would do if he left me . That wasn't going to happen by any chance,there was no way I would let myself fall for him. Just as always ,I would only use him without getting my heart involved.
Feeling confident, i got dressed and prepared to go shopping.
I went to one of the biggest mall in town , I had to get new clothes and a few food stuffs . The place wasn't that crowded with people, it was meant for the rich actually. It wasn't any regular mall and I had been shopping her since I was little.
I checked my bag to be sure that I didn't leave my credit card at home. I smiled as I saw two credit cards in my bag. One was given to me by my mom,the other was from my dad .I had been using this credit card since I was old enough to go shopping. I had also been feeling guilty a few times about being jobless ,I wanted to get a job but the problem was ....I didn't know if I could handle it .
Yes ,call me dependent! I was someone's child for crying out loud !.
I was well aware that I was spoilt ,my mother never taught me how to cook . We had house helps who did all the work . The only thing I did was wake up in the morning,have breakfast,monkey around ,go to parties with some of my friends and then go back to bed .
Don't ask me where my friends are right now .
Sally was the only friend who stuck with me and didn't judge me because of my lifestyle,the rest of them disappeared form my life like I was a plague .
I suddenly felt downbeat. Honestly,I had no friends except for Sally and all my fake Instagram followers. It had been like that since high school.
Everyone avoided me like I was some kind of disease. They said I stink ,and my hands were clammy .
I didn't have body odour,I made sure to use deodorant before I go to bed and when I leave the house so I didn't know where the smell was coming from .I shook my head.
My life was all better now ,I didn't want to have all those depressing thoughts right now.
So smiling widely,I picked a trolley and started shopping . I bought new boots,some sneakers .... because I don't usually wear hills.
As I walked around the huge mall looking for anything that would catch my eyes,I bumped into someone.
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CHASM : Worlds Will Burn
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07. At the mall
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