Dahlia Wellburg hates her misery as much as she loves it. She sees herself as a stone: ordinary and unwanted. Yet, they know her to be a rose: soft, but with thorns.
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I was sitting on my bed, wrapped in blankets, staring at the wall. I had stopped shaking and throwing up. I just needed to bleach my eyes now.
"I'm sorry you had to see that," Hedeon muttered, rubbing my back.
"Who did he kill?" I asked Him.
"Darling, you don't want to know that," Lucian said, he was sitting on my other side. Alexandre was standing in a corner, his eyes firmly on me.
"I want to," I said. "Who was he?"
"Just a worker," Alexandre answered. "He must have tried to stop Andros."
"How did Andros get out of the chains?"
"We don't know," Hedeon said. "He knows all the tricks, but while sleepwalking he usually isn't able to use them."
"So, what? Sleepwalking Andros is getting smarter?"
"That can't be good," Lucian said.
"What was the worker's name?" I asked.
"Daniel," Hedeon said. "He had been working with us for almost ten years."
"Does he have a family?"
Hedeon's jaw clenched. "Yes, two daughters who stay with his mother. Their mother died."
I let out a shaky breath, covering my face with my hands. Fuck.
"We'll take care of them financially," Lucian said.
"Money isn't enough for kids," I said quietly. "Is Andros still sleeping?"
"Yes," Hedeon said. "The door is locked. Five guards are stationed to make sure he doesn't escape."
Why did I feel that wouldn't be enough to keep him contained?
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Hedeon Kozlov
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Andros stared at the wall, his hands clenching and unclenching the knife in his hand.
"How is she?" He asked quietly.
"I think she is more upset about his daughters than anything else."
"He...he had daughters?"
"Yes."
"How old are they?"
"Andros-"
"How fucking old are they, Hedeon?"
"Ten."
"Fuck." He threw his knife away and gripped his hair. "Fuck."
He stood and paced the room. "There is no cure for this. I keep telling you guys."
"What would you have us do?" Lucian snapped. "We tried everything. There is no other option."
"There is one."
"Shut up," Alex muttered. "We're not putting you there."
"That's not your choice to make, is it?" Andros said, eyes on Vaness as she walked into the room and looked up at him. He sighed and extended his hand, letting her climb on him. "I'm not saying put me there permanently. But, it may work. Remove my thumbprint from the lock."
"No," I said. "No," I repeated when he refused to meet my eye. "It will only worsen your sleepwalking."
"But it will keep everyone safe. Especially Dahlia. And I won't be orphaning kids."
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Dahlia
I set my arms on the railing. It was quite late at night, and I couldn't stop looking at the water. The first time I had been on a ship, I had been terrified of how the ocean looks during the night. It felt like a world of darkness.
It was still scary. But, after what I had seen today, it didn't feel that scary.
Daniel's corpse kept flashing in my mind. And Andros's bloodied body. It wasn't him.
It wasn't him, yet I was so hesitant about going to meet Andros. I didn't want him to punish himself, but I didn't know how to act in a situation like this. What was I supposed to do? Just pretend nothing happened? Pretend I didn't have another thing to have nightmares about?
I felt someone nudge at my legs. I looked down at Bobby who blinked up at me, meowing softly.
I picked him up and walked away from the railing. Even though Bobby knew better than to jump into the water, I didn't really trust him that much.
"Let's go sleep, hm?"
I walked inside. The hallways were empty. I had to make my way through five till I reached the one which had my, Monets' and Kozlovs' room. I sometimes saw people. But none of them really talked to me.
Everyone here was in hiding. To live on a ship, disconnected from the world, they had to be hiding from something scary.
They helped people. But they dealt with weapons too. They weren't angels, in any sense. But they could be. They had wings but those wings were tainted red.
I entered my room. Lucian was already inside with Vaness on his lap. Hedeon was there, too.
"Hey," I muttered to them. I had planned on just sleeping. "What are you doing here?"
"Just wanted to make sure you're okay," Lucian said. Vaness jumped out of his lap and ran out of the room, Bobby followed her.
I closed the door. They always scratched on it to let me know they wanted to come back in.
"I..." I shrugged. "I don't know what to think. I am okay."
"Come here."
Hedeon sat on the bed and patted his thigh.
I sat on his lap, digging my face into his chest. "I want to get it out of my mind, Hedeon."
"How can I help?"
"I..." I looked up at him and then Lucian.
Lucian tilted his head. "Of course."
Hedeon cupped my face and kissed me. "Let's go to my room. We'll make you forget, at least for a while."
