Ghost x Reader x Soap - Stay with me

Part 16- Him or Him

Soap came from the dark. His eyes pleading with me. "He's not right for you."

"Y/N.." Ghost dropped his hand. "Please..."

I looked between both men. The man I loved who has repeatedly broken me, or the man who has been there for me, the one I could learn to love.

This shouldn't even be a debate, but here we are.

"Stay with me. I could make you so happy." Soap moved closer.

I sat there wishing the couch would swallow me whole. Why me? Why is this happening to me?!

Ghost and soap stared at me, both pleading for me to choose them.

"I can't do this right now!" I jumped up from the couch. "I need some time!" I pushed passed them both.

"Understood." Ghost stiffened and Soap tried to follow me.

"Johnny, please." I stopped him and he looked down defeated.

I ran to the safety of my room. I knew my answer but I didn't want to hurt Soap. I threw myself on my bed and clung to my pillow.

I grabbed my phone and texted Simon. "I need you." I knew this might end in disaster but I wanted him back, even if it was only for a little while.

Moments later Ghost came into my room, I sat in my bed playing with my hands, I looked up at him with my tear stained face.

Within minutes I was in his arms. "I promise I'll never leave you again."

For now, I'll believe that promise. "Okay.."

Simon ripped his mask off and kissed me desperately. I kissed him back, Cradled sadly in his arms.

I'm home..

"I swear if John comes near you again, I'll kill him." Ghost mumbled against my lips.

I smiled a little. "Jealous?"

"No."

"I would be, he's a pretty good kisser." I teased. I probably shouldn't but I still haven't forgiven him completely.

Ghost shoved me down onto the bed. "Excuse me?"

I swallowed hard, my face turning red. "I said he's a pretty good kisser."

Ghost smashed his lips against mine, kissing me to the point I was breathless. "Don't ever talk about him again, hell don't even think about him again. Just me."

"Just you?" I looked up at him, catching my breath.

"Yes." Ghost kept me pinned.

"I don't know about that. Have you seen Soap shirtless?" I knew Id regret those words as soon as I said them.

Ghost got off me and went to the door, locking it. "You're going to take those words back baby girl."