Boss in the Sheets

Chapter 03: One step at a time

I try to quickly finish my lovely breakfast by shoving as much as I can in my mouth, trying to forget that his lips just touched mine, and now I'm eating a meal HE prepared.

The thought of him making an amazing breakfast for me, kissing me goodbye, and asking me out on a 'proper date' as he referred to it, is mesmerizing.

He probably genuinely likes me and made a romantic breakfast for me, and actually, it was the best French toast I've ever had, not eggy at all, full of vanilla flavor, and smooth with every bite.

I thought Sam was a logical person, someone who prioritized the mind before all, or maybe a solid soldier potential. I thought I met a man, who'd be indifferent in the morning, who'd just screw and blow.

My intentions weren't clear I guess, I was too shy to confront him just earlier, I'm smitten with him, his body most importantly, and carrying the burden of his happiness is the last thing I want to do.

His life is probably messed up, or maybe a complete perfection, a success or a failure, either way, he's a lovely man and he deserves the best.

Luckily for him, I'm not selfish, and I won't do anything that will add my heavy burdens to what he has on his shoulders, and make him or me miserable, and simply make all those charms and sweetness disappear.

I expected him to just leave in silence, but he made the loudest noise now that my brain is actively thinking about him, did a guy like him just ask me out?

It was unexpected of him, the way things happened made me think that he was used to doing one-time stands, and I didn't think he'd want to date me, or ever see me again. Here he was hinting that he may be liking me, but that can be just part of his seducing tactics.

I'm used to being approached by nerds, awkward guys. Guys who tremble when a female stands next to them, and when they speak they swallow half the words they try to say, due to nervousness, but Sam is totally the opposite kind of guy I usually attract. I may even say he's another breed.

He's confident, well put together, with a hot body and a sharp mind, his conversations are enticing for me. My brain finds that it's illogical to reject him, he's everything a girl can ever wish to find in a man; I can't find any argument to convince myself, besides the pact I have with myself and the the weight of a relationship, No, please. Me can't do

I don't know where was my brain was when I brought him home, but now I'm in a tight spot, If he comes to find me here it won't be easy to flee his grip, so I really hope he doesn't come to find me at my apartment because I don't know what would be the right thing to do.

I don't think I can tell anyone about him not even my friends because they'll push me to go see him and I'm not sure if I can resist the tide.

But it's going to be hard to keep things from V and Allen. They're human lying detectors, I don't remember being able to hide anything from them, so I give up on their powers, without even trying.

I collected the things I'll need for class, my laptop, pencils, and a notebook.

For a second my eyes caught a piece of the rubber I broke yesterday on the floor, while the rest of it was on the desk, this view made me revive the memory of yesterday, a memory I'm actively trying to let go, but I hardly can control my lips who drew a smile on my face without a warning my efforts are going in vain.

Okay, Rose, you should forget the amazing night you had with him, it's your first time and he may not be the best sex you'll ever have. Even if it's hard to think otherwise, I don't think it's easy to top that, I know my body very well and I humbly admit that I give myself great orgasms, but he, a stranger made me have the best release I had so far even if I'm feeling a bit sore, but it was worth it.