AWAKENED HEART (The first heartbeat)

CHAPTER 34

He knew Zhan wanted to brother him when he tried to touch his head cause he had done it once and he didn't like it. His got so frustrated because he thought that Zhan didn't take his feelings seriously as he should. He got up from the bed and was about to go to the bathroom when Zhan looked at him and with tears in his eyes while sobbing painfully and said..

"I'm leaving your house Yibo...today...I think that will be best for everyone. I will go talk to my parents after I freshen up, thank you for protecting us...I will never forget it.!"

Yibo didn't reply, he clutched his hand into a fist and Zhan could see the veins in his arms that stretched like dozens of lightning in a heavy storm as Yibo walked away from him to dissapeared into the bathroom. Zhan felt the freedom to cry his heart out, but silent enough so that Yibo or his parents didn't hear. Their guests room was very far from Yibo's but he couldn't be careless as he thought that maybe they might hear him if they decided to come check up on him. He took a pillow and screamed into it, he was in pain...both physically and mentally. His mind was all over the place with the loss of his child who he was in denial with from the time he ce back from the hospital. No one actually knew what Zhan was thinking or feeling since he came back cause he did it too well from everyone around him.

In the bathroom...Yibo wasn't better. He went and stood under the warm shower with his clothes still on and tears fell freely while being carried away by the water from the shower. He was in so much pain that he couldn't cry, his cries were just tears falling..in silence. He wished he could scream and reduce the pain he had in his heart but he couldn't, he wished he could but he knew he had to stay strong. He didn't want Zhan thinking and adding that he was too young and too immature to handle situations like the ones they were in, that he cries when they had a fight and prove him too young for him. He didn't want him to use any excuse to plaster his decision of leaving him, even though he knew he was going to fight Zhan from acting on his decision to leave him...he couldn't help but feel drained by Zhan just giving up on them.

It was already morning when Yibo finally CE out if the bathroom, he had been in there for three hours and it was a little after seven AM when he came out. He had finished taking a shower and dumped his wet pyjamas in the bathtub, dried his hair in the bathroom and came out naked. Yes...he didn't want to wrap a towel round his waist, he didn't feel like it. He walked towards the bed and took his phone on the nightstand and charged it before going to the closet and looked for something to wear. He did that all this time while Zhan was looking at him, from his hair which was a bit messy from the hair dryer to his masculine body and...lastly ...his most loved part in Yibo's body...the great MIND watering member that wasn't standing up at the time but it was too much for Zhan because of how it hanged strong and long between Yibo's thighs.

He was mezmerised for a few minutes until he Yibo turned around and realised what Zhan was looking at. He quickly put his clothes on went over to the bed side to grab his watch from the nightstand and put it on. Zhan blinked a few times, feeling embarrassed from being caught in the act, he cleared his throat and was about to get off from the bed and go to the bathroom when he felt his body become a little stiff. Yibo was right there and he saw what was happening, he looked at Zhan to see if he had any expression in pain before taking him in his arms and held him bridal style and took him to the bathroom. He did that in silence and Zhan couldn't help but look at his eyes all the way to the bathroom to remind himself of the man he liked when he left the mansion.

In the bathroom...Yibo gently put him down, stood him up under the shower head and helped him take his clothes off and adjusted the water temperature to Zhan's liking. He threw his pyjamas in the bathtub aswell and got out of the bathroom. Zhan was shocked by what Yibo had just done and he couldn't look away from him. He watched him undress him his pyjamas as well as his underwear without even reacting to his member which had just stood up while being accidentally touched by the hands that made him feel things that he didn't know possible. Twitching as it craved for more than just a slip of a hand, and when Yibo turned around it was already too late for it to stand down.