I used to be desperate enough to kill
Just to rid myself of my depression
I'd try about anything just to breathe again
The decisions I made I regret with a zeal
Witchcraft, demon-hunting, believing a lie
About who God wanted me to be
Trusting a narcissist in a way
That I should've trusted the Lord
Trusting a broken knight more
Than I even trusted my own intellect
Trusting my fingers more than God's
Resisting the kindling of the Creator
The Lord only longed to re-create me and then
Around I went on the merry-go-round again
Dr. Jekyll, Ms. Christian, and back to it once more
Such flighty and clumsy bubblegum faith
Then, here comes my day, my Independence Day
Independence day, to depend on God first
And then have the faith to stand on His Word
Independence day, to let all idols fall to the ground
And then kneel before Christ my King
Independence day, to pick up the faith
And make the claim, "This faith is my possession!"
Independence Day, choosing to trust only Him
YOU ARE READING
Dr. Jekyll and Ms. Christian's Kaleidoscopic Blitzkrieg
RandomA collaboration of poetry, contemplations, and stories. A sequel to Mute & Blind and Wings For Flight (find them at @bohemianragamuffin)