FOOLISHLY IN LOVE WITH YOU

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 [𝟏𝟑]

- Song that you like of ciggs after sex

"Think I like you best when you're just with me and nobody else.
Kristen, come right back
I've been waiting for you"

Song plays in my earphones as I close my eyes and listen to it peacefully relaxing in the cafe all the loud noises cut off as I just focus on the relaxing yet depressing lyrics song

Your girl has been caught up with too much junk all I want to do is escape from here that is the best idea to ever exist

But I am broke enough to change my identity and shift somewhere else
and 'StArT mY nEw LiFe'

Whatever this is the lamest idea too

Emma is out of town to meet her parents
I am missing her at this moment where I need her punch in the gut advice

she gives the honest advice even though you could hate the truth but she wouldn't lie and would say it and I find it amazing the honest friend is all needed

My phone rings cutting my music off and bringing me back to noisy shitty people here in the cafe

Why the fuck is Oliver Knightly calling me
What does he wants now ?
Like 'hey! Maybe wanna sleep with me? There is a game of that too my business partner arranged'

Do he think I don't know he is the one who would've told his business partner to arrange it just so he could kiss me I am not that stupid

Yes but your ass is too much of an overthinker too

I pick up his phone "Whatever the fuck you want with me now I won't help you at all I am already guilty enough towards my boyfriend because of the kiss I won't be more" lashing out on him

He stays quiet for an heartbeat "love.." his voice soft

Aw fuck me

Please

I instantly calm down by that leaning on my chair not saying anything

"You think I always want something from you don't you?" A lace of Amusement fill in his voice

Ofcourse

"mhm" I sip my Macha

He sighs "I wanted to say..." he trails off for a moment being silent I can't even hear his breathe I almost thought he disconnected the call I had to look at my phone to make sure he was still there

"Oliver?"

"Mm I love my name on your lips"

I stifle a smile "Are you flirting with me?"

"Oh am I?" He says like he is not aware of anything thats going on

Dick

I roll my eyes "spit it out why you called me"

"To apologise for that day, I... It wasn't what I thought that night would turn out into"

That soft lips of his on mine feeling came rushing back, only 2 seconds of a kiss that shocked me to the core and pleasured me too but since that day all I've been getting is

and since that day Not too good dreams of me and oliver doing not so holy things are appearing

"Its okay but.. I really don't know how to tell josh that He'll probably think I am a psycho and dog shit also but he'll break up with me" my mind wanders to our argument yesterday

"You overthink too much love, maybe if you tell him the truth before he finds out he'd forgive you" he suggests

I bit inside of my cheek, yeah that is not nice idea