always & forever

56 | „pablo is my home"

JUDES POV

what the fuck was going on in barcelona? first my best friend gets fucking shot during a football match, and now she's bleeding to death? that's it .

i'm taking her back . on my way to the airport i called jamal , instantly informing him about everything .

„you sure you don't want me to come too?"

„nah , mom told me she'll bring jobe to stay with her for a few days since she and i have work , she'll be fine"

„okay , keep me updated please"

„will do"

we hung up and i was nearly in the plane , since i payed to get there earlier .

i arrived in barcelona and the first thing i noticed , was my mom and my brother waiting there for me .

„let's go"

„no hey how are you? jude come on"

„i don't fucking care , i said let's go"

mum and jobe exchanged a look , but mum drove us to the hospital .

„hola , we are looking for a girl that just got in , her name is amara"

„last name?"

„fernandéz"

„room 173"

„thanks"

we rushed in the room , finding gavi and pedri sitting on the chairs .

GAVIS POV

jude came in with denise and jobe and i instantly informed denise that the doctors will ask her some questions .

„nah that's gonna be fine , i know her nearly as good as my sons"

i looked over to jude and jobe who were whispering while jude examined one of amaras bracelets .

then denise left , pedri did too as his mother called for him . only me with the bellingham brothers .

„so , care to explain how you got amara into hospital twice in 1 week?"

i explained everything and asked if it really was my fault which jobe immediately disagreed to .

„sorry man , it all sounded so much different over the phone , you couldn't have done anything for her , i'm sorry"

jude apologizing? to ME? am i dreaming?

„it's alright don't worry"

„i want to take amara back with me to germany"

„what?"

„jude bro what the hell"

even jobe disagreed .

„she isn't safe here! do you all know how unhappy she's been? god she even ... she even-"

jude couldn't speak anymore because he was on the verge of tears .

... she even hurt herself .

i mean he was right , her mental state has been getting worse since we're back from qatar and i can understand that he is worried sick being away from her , but he can't take her from me . it will be her choice after all .

„jude? is that you?"

„amy! thank god"

„what are you- jobe!"