Playboy's nerd #vminkook

14. Motherly touch ✨

Jimin pov~

I made my way towards roof top where I spent my most of the school time without anyone disturbing and hurting me. I am kind of used to be alone all the time now that Hoseok came it's different.

I don't want to lose my only friend who stood by my side after so long of me fighting alone.
I don't want him to get hurt because of a low life pathetic person like me.

I breathed in the fresh air once I reached the edge of the roof top, Looking forward from the building to see so many trees and houses,buses covered the most of the busy city

Even if I go missing from the school no one really care for me in this huge busy city right?.....

even if I die too.....?

Quickly shaking away the stupid thought once my mother face came to my view in my mind.
I took a deep breath.

But isn't it right? I am of no use in this world just a burden to my stepmom and sister also to so many bullies here in this school thinking of me as a piece of shit

"No one really care about me...why am I living then?" Whispering to myself i made my way and stood on the edge wall of the roof top.

I wiped tears that are flowing down my cheeks about the things people talk about me

I looked down the building which is quite tall to my own good so I quickly looked up towards the sky which turned gloomy with dark clouds forming.

I closed my eyes thinking about my life
'I wont talk with poor people like you'
'Jungkook is right we should treat poor people like you like a trash'
'Fat people like you should not eat so much food'
'You are ugly,fat,poor no one likes you'
'poor,ugly,fat.....'
'How low can you get than this, how pathetic'

Quickly opening my tear filled eyes once again i looked down the building to see a now empty alley which is used by drunken bustards at night.

I took a deep breath determined to do what I wanted do next which helps many people to get rid of a pathetic person like me and saving me from this cruel world

As I was about to take a step forward i looked down to see a women clutching her chest with one hand and other hand placed on the tree beside her in alley road

She looked like she is searching for something while her breathing became difficult to her
I quickly stepped down the wall now determined to help the lady effectively forgetting my to do work

I quickly dashed down the stairs and made my way towards the hallway where the are no students because classes started a while ago

I fastly ran towards the entrance door to see security sleeping like a pig with his mouth open and his body is sliding down the chair he was sitting in with his buttons undone at stomach area which is showing his fat belly

I thanked God for this irresponsible fat belly security i sneakily made my way out of the building.

I hastily ran towards the alley area to find the lady still breathing heavily with her eyes squeezed tightly, She is on her knees searching for something most likely her bag which is few meters away from her

I ran towards her taking her bag in my hands

"Mam!! Are you okay?" Asking the lady while grabbing her arms to make her look at me and talk to me about what she was searching

Her breathing got heavy she placed her head on my chest clutching my hand indicating something about the bag in my hand

" Asth.. Aa- Asth-ma...in-inhal-er...ba-g...."
she said with trembling voice