Mine

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"I have been lying to you about something , I am taking you to a place where I can tell you the truth"

'He has been lying to me ?'

The rest of the ride was silent ,dead silent . He was driving and I knew the way , the road we were driving on could also take us to the cemetery where The Victims of Skyscraper incident were buried aka my cousin brother's burial spot .

I close my eyes and lean back on my seat , and sleep .

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"Ayy y/n , wake up" he shook me as I flinch and slowly wake up .

"We reached ?" I ask and he nods , I yawn and get out of the car , stretching my bunched up muscles .

I look around , that's when my eyes fell on the board . "Cemetry" was written in bold italic letters but I remembered this board .

"Yes this is where your brother is buried" yoongi says from behind me as I turn to look at him .

He took out 2 bouquets of flowers from the back of the car .

"I have family here" he says handing me one of the bouquets to me.

"Let's go inside" we walked inside

In a few minutes we stood in front of a huge rock . 'SKYSCRAPER VICTIMS' was engraved on it , following with the victims name .

I place the bouquet on the grave.
Yoongi did too .

I turn to look at him , he closed his eyes , and joined his hands . He was praying .

'Someone explain me what's going on'

I join since I had to pray anyways . When I opened my eyes after I was done praying I found yoongi looking at me. 

"Wasn't that bouquet for your family?" I ask and he smiles "it is" he says and releases a long sigh , he turns to the rock and pointed at a name which was engraved after my brothers .

'Min Su Min'

"I lied , my sister didn't die in my mother's womb , she died in this accident . Do you remember me? We met that day?" He asks and I turn to him.

Yoongi's pov

She turns towards me with her eyes filled with tears .

"Y/N I am sorry , I didn't mean to li—"

She fell on her knees , she bowed , her head touching the ground "I am so sorry , yoongi . I am so sorry , all this time we talked about me but we never talked about you , I am sorry I didn't knew , just forgive me this once , I promise I won't be self cen—" I instanty drop on my knees , my hand make their way to her shoulder , I made her stand , and when she did I hugged her "Shhh no one's blaming you . I didn't care if we didn't talk about me , when you talked about your cousin , it always healed me in every possible way . Don't say sorry , because you fixed me rather than breaking me . I am sorry I lied to you , I couldn't bring myself to tell you about it , I wanted you to move on first so that I could tell you" I say as my hand grazed her hair as she cried hard on my Shoulder .

"Its alright Kitten" I say .

We both stood there hugging each other ,I hugged her until she stopped crying .

When she did I pulled back and looked her deep in the eyes "I am sorry for lying to you" She shook head "Don't apologise I should be the apologising , I am so sorry I should have known"

"You couldn't have , it wasn't your fault . But , do you remember me from that day? We met that night"

She looked me in the eye and smiled "Ofcourse I do , you were the reason I kept going . I wanted to grow up and cross paths with you again" she said and my eyes grew wide in surprise .

"I tried finding you , I tried for 3 years . But apparently you had erased all you information from the building , you had given a fake name while buying the  house , only if I could get your name that day maybe I would have found you . I was so desperate to find you , I wanted to tell you I survived , I wanted to make sure you were alive , I wanted to thank you" She says looking down to her shoes , when she finally looked up she had a tear slip down her cheeks "Min Yoongi , I survived and I am glad you did too . Thankyou for being there to give me motivation to keep living" She says as my eyes start to gey teary "But I didn't do anything that night , all I did was cry in your arms" I said but she just smiled .

"That was enough , my whole life no one hugged me and cried , it was always me depending on others , it was nice to have someone to depend on me too , because when my sister did depend on me with her brother , she lost her brother  , I survived all the self harm to see you alive , to tell you I survived only because I wanted to be the person you can depend on . Thankyou Yoongi , Thankyouu for surviving" She finished and I had started crying , she came towards me and hugged me as i cried in her neck .

"Cry all you want , it gets rid of pain" She says making me cry harder .

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We both sat in the car , she fell asleep while looking out of the window , while I drove us back home where her friends and mine waited .

Y/N's Pov

And this is how I let the history repeats itself yet again .

I was once again self centered forgetting that the other one could also be suffering .

'Oh Chanyeol , I am sorry' I closed my eyes as a tear slipped down my eyes .

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