She's begging for forgiveness

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{At school, in the hallway}

Jungwon felt his heart racing as he stumbled into Y/n's chest. He tried to pull away from her, but she held onto him tightly, not letting him go. His head was still pounding, and his vision was blurry, making it difficult for him to focus.

"Jungwon, are you okay?" Y/n asked, concern etched on her face.

Jungwon tried to speak, but his throat felt dry, and his voice was hoarse. "I...I don't feel so good," he managed to say before he stumbled forward again, almost falling to the ground.

Y/n held onto him, supporting him with her strong arms. "Come on, let's go to the nurse's office," she said, guiding him towards the school's medical center.

As they walked, Jungwon couldn't help but feel a strange mixture of emotions. On one hand, he still felt angry and hurt by what Y/n had done to him. But on the other hand, he couldn't deny the comfort he felt in her arms, the warmth of her body against his.

As they reached the nurse's office, Y/n helped Jungwon to sit down on the bed. The nurse examined him and gave him some painkillers for his headache. Jungwon felt a little better, but he still couldn't shake off the feeling of dizziness and nausea.

Y/n sat beside him, holding his hand. "Jungwon, I'm sorry for what I did," she said, her voice trembling. "I know I hurt you, and I wish I could take it back. But please, can we try to make things right between us?"

Jungwon looked at her, still feeling conflicted. He wanted to forgive her, to go back to the way things were before. But he couldn't forget the pain she had caused him.

"I don't know, Y/n," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "I need some time to think about it."

Y/n nodded, tears welling up in her eyes. "I understand," she said before getting up to leave.

Jungwon watched her go, feeling a sense of emptiness in his heart. He knew he needed to make a decision soon, but he didn't know if he was ready to forgive and forget.

{In class}

As Jungwon tried to focus on the lesson, his mind kept wandering back to Y/n and the events of the past few days. He couldn't believe that she had cheated on him, but at the same time, he couldn't ignore the feelings he still had for her. It was a confusing and painful time for him.

Sunghoon noticed that Jungwon wasn't paying attention in class and whispered to him, "Hey, are you okay?"

Jungwon shook his head, "No, I feel terrible. My head is killing me, and I can't focus."

Sunghoon looked at him with concern, "Did you drink too much last night?"

Jungwon nodded, "Yeah, I did. I just wanted to forget about everything and numb the pain."

Sunghoon sighed, "I know it's tough, man. But you can't keep doing this to yourself. You need to face the reality and move on."

Jungwon knew that Sunghoon was right, but it was easier said than done. He couldn't imagine his life without Y/n, and the thought of her with someone else made him feel sick.

As the class ended, Y/n came up to him, "Hey, are you feeling better now?"

Jungwon looked at her with mixed emotions, "I don't know."

Y/n seemed to sense his hesitation and said, "Listen, I know I messed up. But I still care about you, and I want to make things right."

Jungwon looked at her, "I don't know if I can trust you again."

Y/n sighed, "I understand. But please, give me a chance to prove myself. I'll do anything to make it up to you."

Jungwon didn't know what to say. He still loved her, but he couldn't ignore the pain she had caused him. He needed time to think and decide what to do next.

{In the lunch break at the library}

As Y/n sat there next to Jungwon, she couldn't help but feel guilty for what she had done. She knew that she had hurt him deeply, but she couldn't stop herself from feeling drawn to him. She watched as he slept peacefully, his chest rising and falling with each breath.

Y/n reached out and gently brushed her fingers through his hair, tucking a strand behind his ear. She had always loved his hair, the way it fell in soft waves around his face. She leaned in closer, taking in his scent and feeling her heart ache with longing.

As she sat there lost in thought, Jungwon stirred and opened his eyes. He looked up at Y/n, and for a moment, they just stared at each other in silence. Finally, Y/n spoke up.

"Jungwon, I'm so sorry," she said, her voice barely above a whisper. "I know I hurt you, and I don't expect you to forgive me, but I just wanted you to know how sorry I am."

Jungwon looked at her for a moment, and then slowly sat up. He took a deep breath and said, "Y/n, I don't know if I can forgive you, but I appreciate your apology. I need some time to think about things."

Y/n nodded, tears welling up in her eyes. She knew that it would take time for Jungwon to trust her again if he ever did. But she was willing to do whatever it took to make things right between them. She got up from her seat and left the library, leaving Jungwon alone with his thoughts.

Jungwon was caught off guard as Y/n's friends came up to him and started talking about their relationship. He didn't know how to respond as they urged him to take her back. He couldn't believe that Y/n was still crying over him.

Jungwon remembered the pain he felt when he found out that Y/n cheated on him. He couldn't just forgive and forget so easily. However, he couldn't ignore the fact that he still loved her. He missed her presence and the way she made him feel.

As he was lost in thought, he didn't notice Y/n standing behind her friends, listening to their conversation. Y/n felt her heart skip a beat as she heard her friends talking about her crying. She knew she had hurt Jungwon badly and regretted her actions.

She slowly walked up to him and sat down next to him. She didn't say anything but just sat there, waiting for him to say something. Jungwon looked at her, his heart aching with conflicting emotions.

After a few moments of silence, Jungwon finally spoke up. "I miss you, Y/n," he said softly. "But I don't know if I can trust you again."

Y/n looked down, feeling guilty and ashamed of her past actions. "I understand," she said, her voice barely above a whisper. "I just want you to know that I'm sorry and I'll do anything to make it up to you."

Jungwon didn't say anything in response but just sat there, looking at Y/n with a mix of love and hurt in his eyes.

As Jungwon and Y/n were sitting there in the school library in silence, she tried to hold his hand, but he put his hand away and got up to leave

Y/n felt a pang of hurt in her heart as Jungwon rejected her touch. She knew she had hurt him deeply and that it would take a lot of effort to regain his trust. But she wasn't ready to give up on him just yet.

"Jungwon," she called out softly as he made his way towards the door. "Please, can we talk?"

Jungwon stopped in his tracks but didn't turn around. Y/n took that as a sign to continue.

"I know I messed up," she said, her voice laced with sincerity. "But I never stopped loving you. I've been miserable without you and I want to make things right. Please give me a chance to show you how sorry I am."

Jungwon stood there for a moment, considering her words. He still felt hurt and betrayed, but he couldn't deny the fact that he missed her too. He turned around to face her, his expression guarded.

"I need some time," he said finally. "I can't just forgive and forget overnight."

"I understand," Y/n said, her eyes brimming with tears. "I'll wait for you, as long as it takes. I just want to make things right between us."

Jungwon gave her a small nod before turning around and walking out of the library. Y/n watched him go, her heart heavy with regret. But she knew she had to be patient and give Jungwon the time he needed to heal.

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Here's your goodnight chapter 😴

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