𝐏𝐨𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

I DONT KNOW 0.1

I DON'T KNOW

It's already late
My eyes wants to close already
I've been exhausted- what's the date?
Cold breeze are my lullabies and medley

But I wanted to reflect
Get these thoughts out of my head
To sleep late is the choice I'll select
To write down this significant lead

I saw the guy I fancy
He says my surname- I smiled silently
I'd love to stare at him but scared that he'll caught me
I can't help but admire him secretly

He stood meters away from me
How desperate am I to assume something far from reality
I'd love to daydream about him liking me
His smiles really are drugs- it's intoxicating me

I wonder if he ever think of me
The way I do when I can't get him out of my mind so badly
I wonder if he cares about the shits I go through
The way I pray for him every night- it's true

Though I'm contented with this set up
Creating fake scenarios and then waking up
He might not care about what I feel
But his name's my heart's favorite word to spell

I don't really know
I like him but I'm scared to show
I ain't ready to commit 'coz we never know
What if I'm built to be alone 'coz that way I'll grow