It has been a week since I told Ricky I liked him. Umm I am doing so great. I have cried so much in the past week.
Umm I just avoided him when I got to youth tonight. I couldn't face him. It is now after our sermon and I am watching him.
He starts having fun with a girl, who is so much prettier than me. They were dancing and she put a milkshake bottle on his head and they were laughing so hard.
I feel tears in my eyes I turn to Gina and ask if we could leave because I needed to walk her to her mom.
I glanced back and saw them still messing around and then a tear fell down my face.
It is now the next day. I am out, I asked my friend Andrew for advice and he said that Ricky definitely likes the girl.
So I texted EJ because he knows what happened and all that.
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Oh Ok. I respect that he doesn't wnat to date so it makes it less painful I guess that it isn't just me.
It has been a week since EJ told me that Ricky doesn't want to date. I am getting better I guess. I am no longer crying myself to sleep so that is good.
Today I am going to a friend of mom and dad is getting married and I am working so I got someone to do my hair and makeup and put on this dress :
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After the wedding, there was tea and cake. About ten minutes in I went to get tea after everyone else had . So I was making my tea, out of the corner of my eye I could see Ricky out side of the coffee shop. I paid it no mind since I doubt he would come into the coffee shop. I mean church finished an hour ago.
When I was done I turned around and just a few steps away is Ricky. My heart sped up. "Hi" he smiled his signature smile. I smile back and reply with a small "hi."
He says "Hi" to my mom and I go and sit down next to my parents friends son.
A few moments after I sit down I look up and there is a window. In that window I could see Ricky's perfect side view. Great.
When we got into the car. My parents both say that he did a double take when he saw me but I don't think that is true.
Heyy
Double update today.
I hope you enjoye dthis chapter.
Take care of yourself. Eat, drink lots of water and sleep enough. You are all incredible and deserve the world
