The Way I Hate You (Relaunched)

16) Mr. Perfectly Fine

"Wait- what, Zach is coming" I said surprised

"Yah I thought you knew that" He said

"I guess I just happened to forget that part or maybe ignore it" 

"You hate him that much" Sebastian asked

"Well. . umm yah" If only I had an answer to that question

"Okk Bye, I need to pack" I literally had to push him out of my room.

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Wowww

I needed to breakout screaming before I had a breakdown

I put on my headset to start screaming at the top of my lungs.

It was all of Taylor Swift hits.

What hit me the hardest was Mr. Perfectly Fine.

I could literally breakout screaming it on top of my lungs for hours on loop.

I broke out singing and screaming it -

Mr. "Perfect face"
Mr. "Here to stay"
Mr. "Looked me in the eye and told me you would never go away"
Everything was right
Mr. "I've been waiting for you all my life"
Mr. "Every single day until the end, I will be by your side"

But that was when I got to know Mr. "Change of heart"
Mr. "Leaves me all alone, " I fall apart
It takes everything in me just to get up each day
But it's wonderful to see that you're okay

Hello Mr. "Perfectly fine"
How's your heart after breaking mine?
Mr. "Always at the right place at the right time, " baby
Hello Mr. "Casually cruel"
Mr. "Everything revolves around you"
I've been Miss "Misery" since your goodbye
And you're Mr. "Perfectly fine"

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"Oh my god" Audrey screamed as she opened the door

I just stopped the music

"I thought you were going to pack" She said glaring me in the eye

"Yah I was just going to.."

She stood there

"Go on, I am standing right here, pack your closet, the rest shall be managed by the team"

She was still standing there

"So you are going to.." I asked seeing their fold her hands while still glaring at me

"I am going to stand right here" She said getting more comfortable

"Okk.."

"Till you are done" 
Oh she looks satisfied having said that. These are the moments when I find reflections of my mother in her. 

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Just I got finished, Audrey moved out again screaming things on her headset.

As I finally laid down again, I hit play again

Here I was again in my endless loop of Mr. Perfectly Fine.

I mean he was Mr.perfect face with that smile on his face

He just left

Just like that

Like everything revolves around him

He is literally - Mr. "Everything revolves around you"

He never told me why 

I thought he might be different than the rest
I guess they're all the same

Gosh I hate him now more than ever

I never thought I would hate his silence this much but I hate his silence the most.