Jay's POV, obviously, look at the title
And there he is.
Standing in front of me, only a few feet away, is my boyfriend. The one I haven't seen in two months.
I try to keep myself together, hold the tears in. Just for now.
"Hey, Kai."
It's all I can say right now. Because I can't just start explaining what happened, but I can't just stay quiet either. Someone had to break the silence and it wasn't going to be him.
Kai just stares at me, paralyzed. He doesn't say anything. The tears are getting closer to escape.
"I- I'm not dead." I say. Obviously, he can see that, but it's worth the mention, right?
He still doesn't say anything. The man I love stays still like a rock and it's killing me. Fuck, there come the tears. They start flowing down my cheeks uncontrollably and I start sobbing. I'm not sure whether to look at him or look away. He himself hasn't stopped staring.
I close my eyes a few seconds, let everything sink in. And suddenly, I feel it.
His arms are closing around me. Even after two months his grip is still so familiar. And I missed it so much. I can hear he's crying as well. He lost me, but here I am. I'm okay. I'm really okay, now that he's holding me. I'm finally home.
"I love you." His soft words quietly make their way into my ears. I can't believe it. I'm back, I'm home.
"I love you so much." I return his words just as quietly, so no-one else can know. It doesn't matter, nobody can hear us or see us, but I want the universe to know that this moment can't be stolen from us. Not like the last two months were. This is our moment.
I feel his grip loosen and feel a bit sad, 'cause I had secretly wished for this moment to never end. I just want to sink and disappear in his arms, so I can be safe forever.
I let myself vanish in his beautiful eyes for a moment. They look more tired than I remember them, but they're undeniably his.
"I really, really want to kiss you right now."
So do I.
I just nod because I can't form words anymore.
That's when he crashes his lips into mine and I immediately surrender, how can I help it?
I start sobbing again as soon as soon as we pull away. How fucking much I missed that feeling...
Somehow, he's crying more than I am. "It's you." He manages. "It's really you."
"Yeah." I confirm. It's my turn to enclose him in my arms. "It's okay. I'm here now."
I hope he feels as safe in my arms as I feel in his.
"Happy anniversary, by the way."
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Fanfiction- COMPLETED STORY - Jay falls off a cliff. Kai, his boyfriend, becomes depressed. Jay isn't dead and is trying to make his way back home as Kai tries to cope with his loss. CW: Cussing/swearing, s--cidal thoughts, selfh--m thoughts, mentions of self...
