Even After Everything (After #1) (COMPLETED)

07: Seb

When I learned that hyung was sleeping in the office, a part of me became a dormant place. Hindi man halata, but I am constantly worrying if he's okay with that, or what happened he ended up staying in the building.

I'm not saying we're all having deep pockets but those years of constant tours and music releases, it was enough for the four of us to support and provide what's needed to be supported or provided. My salary was enough to put me in a small stability when it comes to finances. The only reason why I'm working during the break was to kill time.

Imagine, we're always busy outdoors and doing events then all of the sudden... natigil sila. Hindi ba parang shock iyon sa amin?

Yet when I saw hyung's Facebook story of his window and the view he has out there, it's as if the dormant place has sprang back to life. And I'm alright again.

At least, hindi na niya kailangan matulog dito sa office, right? It's really forbidden by Norwyn but why would I tell him on our manager? Ayokong magkaroon siya ng malalim pa na dahilan para hindi lumambot sa amin.

While waiting for our earpieces to be done, nagsimula na kami sa shooting. The pre-production already started when Norwyn informed the JRE we're gonna come back. Now, it's just the shooting days! Bago kami umalis sa office ay may inabot na sa amin na tig-iisang camera.

A team for video content will be with us and told us about what we can do. "If anyone wants to start a video papunta sa shooting place, then good! Who wants to do it?"

Before I raise my hand, Bill already did. The three of us glanced at him and though I didn't get it, masaya pa rin kami. Nasa iisang van lang naman kami.

"Can we shoot some to ourselves?" tanong ko sa kanila habang papalabas. "I mean, if there's a chance, okay lang ba?"

"Sure!" She kindly smiled. "Sige, ikaw na lang pagdating natin. I'll let you know which one to record, it's a surprise!"

Hyung was listening to us. Nang mapansin ko siya ay ngumiti ako. He didn't reply anything, of course, but just the thought of him listening on us...

Marami kaming itinerary for today and it's gonna be a bloodbath. We have to shoot some intro scenes before we will go sa trailer na naghihintay sa amin for makeup and outfits. Then we'll shoot some together and some are individuals tapos wala pa roon ang individual and group photos na kailangan para sa teasers.

Thankfully, JRE was hands-on with Norwyn and our company at hindi namin kailangan mamroblema sa ibang mga gagawin. They just need us to pose and move around in the video then all good!

Although we didn't do this... vlogging something before, having a camera recording us didn't bring any awkwardness. Nasa van pa lang kami ay maingay na ang lahat. Walang takot tumingin at magsalita sa harap ng camera.

"How do you feel?" Bill asked when I went beside him. "In the scale of 1-10, how much do you miss playing for our fans?"

I smiled sweetly at the camera, thinking they are the fans we're talking about. "Of course, 10! Kung puwede sobra pa nga, eh! Hello! I know you guys miss us so much and we feel the same, too!"

"Huwag mong agawin sa akin iyong iba ha," aniya at iniwas kaunti ang camera. I rolled my eyes. "I talked to Keith earlier at nagbigay siya ng clues about our music! Or the music video! May ibibigay ka pa ba?"

"It's a spoiler but..." napailing ako. "Expect n'yo na... mabulaklak ang ibibigay namin sa inyo."

"Ganiyan din sinabi niya kanina, eh!"

"Really? E iyon naman ang clue talaga natin!" sabay finger-heart sa camera. Tinulak na lang niya ako paalis at sumunod ako. But before I leave, nasa likod pala niya si hyung kaya sumingit uli ako sa view.