Heather's Diary

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Tuesday, 31 July 2007

Dear diary,
Today we had to hunt for fake Alien eggs, and Chris and Chef still managed to make it disgusting.

But not as disgusting as Bridgette and Geoff made it. They were making out during the entire challenge. It was so disgusting. We all voted them off because they were really annoying all of us.

I ALSO LOST MY WIG THANKS TO CHEF. He's going to pay for that one way or another. Now, I can't stop feeling my head! It's awful!! I don't want cameras on me like this!! Anyway, I need to write about something else to distract me.

Gwen and Trent won the challenge, and we all had spaghetti for dinner. Nothing much happened that night. I just saw Gwen, Trent, and Duncan chatting it up by the boy's trailer and Harold attempting to flirt with LeShawna but hilariously failing. I just sat in the girl's trailer by myself and sketched until I decided to write in here. Now everyone's asleep. I should be able to sleep, considering what we had to do today, but I can't stop thinking about that stupid makeup brush thing that happened a couple days ago. I don't why it's bothering me—it really shouldn't bother me. I was actually just forgetting about it until Owen questioned what "being with me" meant when I was simply asking them who was with me regarding our mutual goals to win the challenge. Then, Lindsay had to make it even worse by saying that she and Owen and the rest of the competitors didn't like me. Thanks, it's not like I already knew that. I don't even know why I'm letting this get to me. I never let these kinds of things get to me before. I think it's because my hair is gone. I'm just a hollow shell of myself. Plus, I think I'm starting to gain weight again :(
xoxo, Heather