A Promise Within The Walls |BTS JIMIN IDOL FF|

Welcome to my home

It's March 13th.
It's currently 9 am. on a Friday.  I took this weekend off as it's my birthday, and we're partying tonight.
I'm woken up by my phone buzzing. I look at my phone,

Caller ID:JIMIN

It's a video call, but I'm not gonna ignore it if it's him.

I grab my phone, still laying down, feeling like a potato. I probably look like shit but he's seen me worse.

I answer, and I get all of the guys pop up on my screen.

'HAPPY BIRTHDAY Y/N!!!' Followed by a bunch of birthday whistles

Even though it woke me up, I couldn't be happier. I'm not used to someone calling me on my birthday, especially not the person I love.

'Thank you guys, best alarm ever.' I tell them, laughing, looking at them, trying to squeeze into the frame

'I thought you'd at least pretty yourself up on a birthday, but I guess not.' Jimin teases me

'Just keep at it, my friend, I will sell your info to the media.' I teased him back, and all the guys erupted in laughter, Jimin included

'That was a low blow.' he says, still laughing.'Anyway, I will be waiting for you today at 7 down at the entrance. Sounds good?'

'Yes, that sounds great. Question though, what the hell am I supposed to wear?' I ask, and I can hear Jin yelling from the back 'I'm sure Jimin can give you something of his to wear.' and starts laughing again, sounding like a window wiper. Again.

'That's a good one. Did you learn that one on your daily meeting at the elderly home?' I poke him back, sticking out my tongue,  hoping he'd see it

I can't understand a word he's saying cause he is complaining about calling him old, but he sounds like he's rapping, which is hilarious. Meanwhile, all the other guys are screaming with laughter, teasing him even more.

'You are fiesty today, huh?' Jimin asks, wiping his tears of laughter

'Maybe a little, depending on the occasion.' I laugh

'Anyway, wear something nice, maybe a dress.' he says

'Don't see the point as it's only us, but if you say so, I trust you.'

They all wave before they hang up, and I feel back in my bed, too lazy to get up.

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Time to get ready. We will be in the house, so there is no need to go all out. But it's still my birthday, so I gotta at least try.

I showered, did my makeup and my hair.
I found a dress I'll wear, and everything is ready.

I'm feeling good.
I've been doing good lately, like my old self is coming back
I can laugh without forcing myself to. I don't feel like crying all the time. I got my apetite back as well.
I know why.
Because of him.

We agreed to be friends, no line crossing, no awkwardness.
We can talk again, which is amazing.
Of course there are times when I feel like pulling my own hair out knowing he doesn't love me back, but as long as I get to be with him in any way, even just as friends, I'm not complaining.

I tried without him, and I fell apart. I'm never doing that again.
This time, we're not making the same mistakes.

It's almost 7, I better get my butt downstairs.
I'm wearing a short sleeved,dual tone dress. White and tight to my waist, and black and flowy on the bottom, going down to my thighs.
I'll wear high-heeled boots, but that doesn't matter as I'll probably end up barefoot anyway.