Jaan-e- Adaa ( complete)

Ch-51

" Jaan we are here," he said, she hummed opening her eyes and looking at him, he blinked assuring her and himself.

" don't worry we are here just to talk, nothing else" she took a deep breath and opened the car door to her side.

" Happy seventh anniversary my Jaan-e-adaa" he wished her the nth number of times in a day, she giggled sipping her coffee.

" kitni baar bolenge" she asked.

" mujhe believe nh ho rha ki maine tumhare saath itne saal guzar liye toh khud ko yakeen dilane ke liye baar baar bol rha hu" he teased her.

" aap mujhe jhel rhe hai ya mein apko jehl rhi hu, aasan nh hai itne khadus aadmi ke saath rehna," and they both laughed hugging each other tightly.

" no seriously I am so overwhelmed, and so i dont know, thank you for coming into my life as my partner and companion"

" thank you toh mujhe kehna chiye apko, merko meri life ke har ek step pe guide krne ke liye, kabhi daant ke, kabhi pyar se smja ke aur kabhi bs mere saath chup reh kr khde rehne ke liye, I am so lucky to have you as my life partner" she confessed pecking his lips softly.

" par chliye ab mera gift nikale, zaldi zaldi, Baton se kaam nh chlane wali mein"

" mein bhi sochu abhi tak mohtarmma ne iska zikar kyu nh kia ab tak," he sits on the swing that she added recently on their room's balcony.

" come here" she nodded sitting comfortably on his lap, circling her hands around his torso and resting her head on his chest, he tightened his hold on her waist ensuring her safety.

"I just love this" she whispered.

" jo tum mango" he said.

" pkka??" 

" bas jaan mat mangna abhi aur jeena hai"  she pouted.

" pehle bolo gussa nh kroge" 

" umm let's try for a baby" she said, he was stunned, shocked and blank, the words never left his mouth, he wanted to embrace fatherhood so much, seeing hamid with Afreen and farhan, but he as usual avoided the topic, for him shehnaaz matters the most.

" baby khuch toh bole"

" mujhe nh pta ky bolna hai" he answered.

" hmm okay leave it, lets's sleep" she said avoiding the topic, he held her wrist making her sit again.

" sun meri baat ache se mujhe koi expectations nh rkhni baby, you are my priority only, mein terko hurt hote hue nh dekhna chahta agar chize humare according nh hui"

" tu sachi sachi bol terko nh chiye bache, apko nh hai ki koi apko abbu bol ke kahe, ya koi apk intzaar kre, jiski aap har demand puri kr sake"

" sidharth Saath saal ho gye hai, maine kabhi baat nh ki apk smjahne ke baad lekin please for us ek baar to try kr skte hai na I want to nourish a baby in my womb, usko feel karna hai"

" sachi bolu I don't know, but hum try kr skte hai, their are many treatments maine padha hai un sbke baare me par koi surety nh hoti hai, and my condition is worst par ek baar baat to kr skte hai na doctor ke pass chlke" she requested cupping his face, his eyes had tears, he doesn't know what to reply, and how to...

" aur ye Tumhe kese pta, tum doctor ho, don't ever say that I am happy to adopt a child, and these treatments are scary baba, what if tujhe zyada jhelna pada toh"

" mein jhel loongi aap saath honge toh"

" par jaan"

" I know ki expectations na rkhu par I promise  if the treatment fails then we will adopt, aur intzaar nh krenge,"