" aapne aisa kyu kia abbu, kyu mujhe choose krne ke liye kha??" she questioned him crying miserably.
" mera bacha, mein janta hu tujhe dhukh hua hoga, aur uske liye I am sorry but this decision was important too, aaj tujhe lag raha hoga ki abbu ne glt kia hai, lekin beta aage jaise jaise samay beetega na man me woh baat zaroor aayegi aur woh tujhe khenge nh par tere liye ek kadwahat aa jayegi, bhabi toh tujhse itna pyar karti thi fir bhi unhone yusra ki ek baat suni aur unka pyar tabdeel ho gya, aage na jaane kitne log ye sb baat krenge, kitne log phuchenge, aur tumhe zimmewar smjhenge, Mein nh keh rha sidharth acha insan nh hai ya bahijaan tumse pyar nh krte lekin jab logo ke taane, aur baatein chubhti hai na toh pyar khatam ho jata hai,"
" abbu toh fir karna hi nh tha na rishta kisi se bhi, apne pass hi rkh lete mujhe humesa, isme bhala meri to koi glti nh hai, maine to nh kha tha ki mujhe nikkah karna hai, maine toh nh kha tha, ky aulad na de paana itni badi baat hai ky ek ladki ka uske bina koi wajood nh hai, kya shadi sirf isliye hoti hai"
" nh meri bachi tumhari koi galti nh hai humari glti hai, hume karna hi nh chiye tha, par beta ye na ek kadwa sach hai shadi khandaan ko aage badhane ke liye hi hoti hai, aurat bhla hazar kaam kare lekin santaan na hone pe uski ek kami ke aage hazar achaiyan bhi kam pad jaati hai, aaj asfandyar bahi aur sidharth ache hai tere saath lekin kal ko unke man me kadwahat nh aayegi iska toh koi guarantee nh hai, aur mein nh chahti mere jeete ji meri beti ko apni sautan lani pade," asma said hugging her crying daughter.
" Mahjabeen is...i...liye.." her mother nodded.
" ammi mujhe bhut bhukh lagi hai, khuch khane ka dede"
" ha abhi lati hu"
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Taking the bowl of biryani she went to the terrace, their he stands smoking ciggerate, looking at the moon, she starts going downstairs.
" ab itna bhi bura nh hu ki jahan me hu tumhe wahan aana gawara na ho" she heard him.
" ek aakhri alvida toh deserve karta hai tumhara ye Sohar" she reaches to him, sitting on the floor she starts eating biryani, throwing his cigarette he sits beside her, gazing at her, trying to watch her as much as possible.
" apk toh sadgi hi humari jaan le gyi" he whispered.
" toh ky faisla lia hai apne" he asked still looking at her.
" aap ache se jante hai" he smiled painfully.
" janta toh hu lekin anjaan bnna chahta hu"
" usse sachai to nh badal jayegi na"
" sachai toh ek ye bhi hai ki mein apk sohar hu"
" ap..apne khana khaya??" she asked ignoring his question.
" jawab to ap bhi ache se janti hai"
Making a morsel of biryani she forwarded it to him.
" kis haq se khila rhi hai," she averted her gaze taking back her hand when he holds her wrist and eat.
" mein tumhe kbhi ish rishte se azad nh krunga"
" aap jab cahe kr skte hai" she replied bringing another morsel to his mouth.
" toh tum kardo bhijwa do divorce paper"
" sign krdenge aap??" she asked.
" apne kbhi bhi mujhe apna sohar mana hai shehnaaz, ek baar toh keh de, kisiko itni aizyat dena bhi acha nh hota" he said cleaning the side of her lips.
" agar nh mana hota toh abhi yahan na hoti"
" toh kyu kar rhi hai reh jaaye mere pass"
" nahi reh skti humara rishta mere abbu ammi ko aur tayi ammi ko gawara nh, aur mein un sbki narazgi nh le skti"
" meri le skti hai"
" abhi rishta itna gehra bhi nh hu..."
" apni tayi ammi ki bhasha mat bolo jaan"
" aap mera intzaar krengi" he questioned.
" intzaar!!! Karna chiye??"
" pta nh par me tumhara intzaar zaroor krunga"
" ek din thak jayenge, aur aap bhi aage badh jayenge"
" kaash itna asan hota hai, lekin ek baat bolu aaj mohabbat besumar ho gyi tumse, roti mere liye ho aur maan apne ammi abbu ka rkhti ho, sachi bhut taqat hai tum me"
" mein apk liye nh roti, bhala m kyu roun"
" ha ha tum to khush ho acha bhla peecha chutega ish kharoos insan se, no more boring lectures" he said and she broke down in his arms.
" aisa kyu sochti hai duniya, chlo duniya sochti hai toh soche lekin tayi ammi aisa kyu sochti hai, mein..mein nh reh skti apk bina lekin mein abbu ammi ke bina mar jaungi, mujhe maaf krde, mein bhut kamzor hu, mein lad nh paayi"
" aeyyy aey kitna pani bhara pada hai tum me jab dekho rona shuru ho jati, mein naraz nh hu tumse aur kabhi ho bhi nh skta, ye duniya aise hi sochti hai, humesa se"
" toh aap shadi krlenge"
" haan aur dher saare bache agr merme koi kami nh Hui toh, aur agar kami Hui toh tumhari tayi ammi mujhe apna beta nh manegi" he joked.
" toh pass ho jaugi exams me"
" ab itni bhi nalayak nh mein"
" ho, tumhe pata nh hai"
" ahnnnn na kre"
" chle neeche baarish girne lagi hai" she said standing up, when he holds her hand and pulled her in him, their eyes met, the unsaid feelings, the hurt, the pain visible in their eyes, bending down slightly he kissed her forehead.
"Khafa jo ishq mein hote hain,
wo khafa hi nahin,
Sitam na ho mohabbat mein,
kuch maza hi nahi,"
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