He doesn't respond to her kiss, very shocked to even analyze what is happening all of the sudden, shehnaaz tried to suck his bottom lip but did not feel any of his moment, she starts feeling embarrassing, disheartening she tried to take her steps back, but before she could withdraw, his arms wrapped around her waist pulling her to him, he bent back her head and kissed her softly at first, and then with a swift gradation of intensity that made her cling to him more as the only solid thing in a dizzy swaying world. His insistent mouth was parting her shaking lips, sending
wild tremors along her nerves, evoking from her sensations she had never known she was capable of feeling. And before a swimming giddiness spun her round and
round, she knew that she was kissing him back, he pushed her onto the wall, gliding his lips down to her jaw, his hands slids away her tee from the shoulder slightly, she moaned feeling his sensuous touch, his sloppy kisses on her neck making her more unsteady.
He wanted to feel her more and more, the number of days of separation from her, the fear of losing her, the fear of not seeing her made him lose his control over her, he bites on her neck making her hissed in pain, he soothes the bite by swirling his tongue over it.
" me...in..behos..hh hon..e lagii hu, I can't feel my legs," she whispered resting her head on his shoulder, sliding her hands around his waist.
" jaan pure romance ki band baja di, behosh kon hota hai" he asked her stroking her back, she comes out of his hold and looked at him accusingly
" mein hoti hu, mujhe lag rha tha mein gir jaungi, aisa azeeb sa khuch khuch ho rha tha, meri jaan nikal jani thi, aur apko apne romance ki padi hai, aise kon kis....." she shut her mouth keeping her hands on it.
" kiss toh apne shuru ki thi mein toh bs..."
" thik hai thikh hai ab baat to na kre ush baare me, mujhe saram aati hai" she said turning her face.
" shehnaaz!!!!" he called her in seriousness.
" ji" she replied.
" ye sb kya hai??"
" mein apse khuch khena chahti hu" she whispered.
" aap meri tarf dekhe toh"
" nh mujhe jo kehna hai aise hi kehne de, mein apko dekh ke na sb bhul jaati hu, aur fir sb gadbad ho jata hai" he moves towards her, hugging her from the back, he rested his chin on her shoulder.
" aise bole, mein sun raha hu"
" mein na bhut bewkoof hu, bhut zyada wali, maine apko kitna dhukh phuchaya, apko us baat ki saza di jo aapne kia hi nh, hum dono ke rishte ko todne ki koshish ki, jab apne letters ka jawab nh dia toh, mujhe laga aap bhi syd tayi ammi ki Baaton se agree kar gye, lekin maine ye nh socha ki aap aisa nh kr skte, aap gussa the, syd sbse,"
" mujhe woh letters kabhi mile hi nh jaan, kabhi nh, agr milte toh mein jawab deta syd gussa shaant hone ke baad deta par deta zaroor, glti to meri bhi hai na, kisi aur ki glti ki wajah se maine apse muh fer lia, woh bhi to zaayaz nh tha, shehnaaz meri baat sune, mein syd pehle apse mohabbat nh karta tha jab humara nikkah hua lekin mein ab karta hu aur beintehaa karta hu, aap jis chiz ko kami smjh rhi hai woh kami hai hi nh mere liye, syd bhut logo ke liye hoti hogi, syd ammi ke liye hai, lekin mere liye nh hai, kabhi hogi bhi nh, agr mujhme khuch kami hoti ya meri wajah se bache nh hote toh, aap mujhe chor deti, ky tab apk tayi ammi apko kehti ki mujhe chor ke tum dusra nikkah kar lo, nh na, ye rules sirf aurton pe laagu hote hai, lekin mein apk saath dene k liye tayar hu humesa, aur aap kisi bachi se kam thodi hai, I am sure mujhe apko smbhalte smbhalte bacho ki zarroorat mehsus hi nh hogi" shehnaaz nudges her elbow on his stomach, he groaned.
" kya matalab hai mein bachi hu, matlab mein" she asked showing her one finger.
" wahi to kha,"
" aap na bhut bure hai, bachio ke saath woh krte hai jo aap mere saath kr rhe the abhi" she asked.
" ky kar rha tha, mujhe toh khuch yaad nh hai"
" bade chalak hai aap, Mein koi bachi vachi nh hu, I am an adult"
" yes that you are" he replied gazing at her from top to bottom with his intense eyes.
"Aap aise kyu dekh rhe hai"
" you are so eatable" he commented, her cheeks turned red as she averted her gaze.
" aap mere boyfriend bnege" she asked.
" what I am already your shauhar, boyfriend kyu banuga"
" kyunki maine kabhi bnaya nh, aise offers toh bhut hai agar apk nahi banna toh aur bhut log hai line mein" he pinned her to the side wall, grabbing her cheeks, her lips pouted, he made her look at him.
" khabardaar jo aisa kabhi socha bhi apne, acha nh hoga"
" toh aap bn jaaye" she stated.
" par uski zarroorat ky hai" he asked removing his hands.
" zarroorat hai, hum dono Shabbat zaroor krte hai lekin ek dusre ko jante zyada nh hai, woh bonding nh hai jo freinds ke bich hoti hai, mein apk biwi hone se pehle apk dost bnna chahti hu taki mere man me koi bhi baat ho toh me bejijak aapse woh keh sku, aur apko bhi dubara sochna na pare, mein apk saath enjoy karna chahti hu, apko ache se samajna chahti hu, apse dobara pyar karna chahti hu, shuruaat se" she expressed.
" thik hai bs 2 mahine uske baad apko mere saath ruksat hone se koi nh rok skta" she nodded.
" aap wada kre ki aap dubara kharoos nh bnege, mere saath pyar se rhenge, mujhe daantenge nh"
" ok thik hai lekin ek clause mera bhi hai"
" kya"
" aap roz aise hi mujhe kisses dengi, manzoor??"
" Allah miyan aap to besharm ho gye hai bilkul"
" bole??" he asked touching her lips with his thumb.
" ok" as soon as she said he placed his lips on her for another passionate kiss.
" nazdeekiyan unse khuch
Ish tarah badhne lagi
Woh mujhe likhne lagi
Mein ushe padhne laga"
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