" what are you even saying, bahi wahan pe hai, yahan to abbu ko keh ke gye hai ki woh holidays pe jaa rhe hai" Aliyah yelled on the phone.
" Aliyah why he is here??" shehnaaz asked sitting on the bed.
" don't you know darling?? For you"
" par ye sb nh possible hai na Aliyah, maine ab kisi se bhi nikkah nh karna kabhi bhi nh, me akele khush reh loongi, I don't want ki woh meri wajah se itni pyari feelings na mehsoos kar paaye, maine na bhut socha hai, maine feel kia hai, pta hai pehle kabhi aisa laga nh ki ye koi badi baat hai kabhi socha hi nh maine, kabhi kisi ne ehsaas hi nh dilaya ki mujhme khuch kami hai, jabse ruksaar bhabhi ke baare me pta laga hai bahi ke face pe na ek alg glow hai, i dont know how to describe that, but it's something very special, she is too glowing, woh tired hoti hai fir bhi smile karti hai, she is feeling those things jo syd mein kabhi feel nh kar skti, mujhe bura nh lagna chiye lekin mujhe bura lag rha hai" she expressed.
" shehnaaz babes Tu pehli ladki nh hai jise ye problem hai, bhut sare aur bhi tarike hote hai IVF, surrogacy and many more aur tu kon hoti hai unki khushi decide krne wali, bol bta mujhe, he loves you shehnaaz, unhe btana nh aata but he does" Aliyah said with a heavy voice.
" hai par woh feelings to nh aayegi na kabhi, kabhi bhi nh, tujhe lag rha hoga purani soch hai lekin nh hai mujhe bhi feel karna hai na, i want to nurture, i want to feel, pta nh meri Baaton ka koi sense hai ya nh par......tu woh chor aur bta studies kesi chl rhi"
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" ap student jaise lagte ho" Nancy complimented Zaheer.
" thank you so much"
" and you are handsome too" she said making him blush.
" you know it's illegal to flirt with your professor"
" ohh like you didn't do anything illegal in your college life, kabhi mams ko tadda nh, cool"
" where are all students??" he asked sitting on his chair.
" aate honge sb, break ke baad class hoti hai na apk, toh sb khana khane bhaag jate hai, aur fir late ho jate" she informed him.
" aur tum kyu nh gayi" she shifted on her seat nervously biting her lips, he sense her uncomfortableness, the naughty glint replace with sadness.
" may I come in sir" shehnaaz asked, he nodded giving a nod.
" Sorry sorry sorry, mein na late ho
gyi, mein tere liye tere favourite paranthe layi hu, tune kha tha na"
" have your lunch tab tak baki students bhi aa jayenge uske baad shuru krenge" he said.
" sir how's daneer" shehnaaz asked not able to control herself.
" she got cold,"
" kese ho gya aisa ky khila dia apne" shehnaaz said without thinking, he smiled seeing the concern in her eyes for his daughter.
" apk beti hai??" Nancy asked, he nodded.
" why so shocked, I am 31 I think ish age tak bache ho jate hai"
" nh mera woh mtlb nh tha"
" it's okay"
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" you can sit here Jass" shehnaaz invited one of her classmates who didn't find a seat.
Their Business statistics class is combined with economic honours students too.
" thank you, ek toh itni bheed ho jati hai na ish subject ki class me pura kamra bhar jaata hai, aur upr se khuch smjh nh ata" he commented.
" sahi kha yar mere to sar ke upr se nikal jata hai sb saaf" nancy replied.
" mujhe to pta hi nh chlta" and three of them laughed out loud, while entering the class sidharth's eyes went to their laughing figure, and seeing her laughing with her age of the boy he got conscious, possessive, and a sudden rage of jealousy took place.
" yarr ap na bade funny ho" shehnaaz complimented slapping on his arm while laughing.
"Who wants to laugh in my class, you are free to go outside and laugh as much as you want because clearly three of you are not interested in class" he said in a stern voice, they murmured a sorry and sit quietly for the remaining class.
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" mera haath chore," she whispered but he didn't pay any heed to her words.
" aap kha leke jaa rhe hai mera ghr yahan nh hai" opening the door he let her in and closed the door.
"Yeh kya badtmeezi hai, aur ye kiska ghr hai, koi ky sochega aap hate mujhe jaane de" she said trying to open the door, he turned her with the help of her arm, sandwiching her in between the door and him, he looked at her intensely.
" ye apk sohar ka ghr hai syd aap bhul gyi lekin aap abhi bhi mere nikkah me hai" he stated.
" mein koi nikkah nh manti" she replied.
" lekin mein manta hu, aur mujhe bilkul gawara nh apko kisi aur mard ke saath hasta hua dekhna, cahe fir woh apk professor zaheer ho ya fir apk classmate"
" meri zindagi hai mein jo cahe woh kar skti hu, aap hote kon hai sawal uthne wale"
" apk sohar" he said, she pushed him slightly wiping her tears with the back of her hand.
" toh kyu muh fer lia tha mujhse, ek dafa bhi mud ke nh dekha, waise toh keh rhe the mein sbko chor doonga, lekin jo galti meri thi hi nh, usme mujhe kyu saza di, kyu nh mud ke mujhe ek baar gle laga lia, itne waqt khadi thi mein wahan pe, apne kha tha mujhe ki aap aayenge, you will wait abbu se baat Hui thi na, fir kyu nh ek dafa call kia, kyu mere letters ka jawab nh dia, I send you lots of letter, aisa decide kia tha na humne ki letters likhenge, number change kar lia, you didn't reply even a single one, aur us waqt mein na aur tut gyi, kyu nh dia reply bole, ek mahine me kitni daffa bheja, mujhe laga syd apko bhi tayi ammi ki baat sahi lagne lagi, maine socha apko azad kar du, toh aap yahan aa gye, pehle kha the do mahine, bole jab mein raat raat bhar apk intzaar kar rhi thi, you hurt me, aur Mein na apko maaf nh krne wali, sbne khilona smjh lia hai kabhi bhi aaate hai aur jaate hai" she vents out all crying miserably.
" shehnaaaz" he tried to come close to her.
" don't aapne na bhut dil dhukhaya hai mera, maine na apne aap ko mana lia tha ki ab apse koi taalukaat nh rkhne hai, lekin aap aaj bhi mujhe...."
" aap jaaye yahan se" she said opening the door.
" I didnt get single letter of your Janam," he whispered throwing the jug of water on the floor breaking it into many pieces.
" apni galti ka ehsas na tha
Jab tak unhone humari glti se rubaroo nh karaya"
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Fanfiction" this relation doesn't mean anything to me" -sidharth asfandyar Ali " Talaq dede, aur ho jaye azad" -shehnaaz si...
