" mehjbeen ye ky Pagalpan hai, mein ye ky sun rhi hu, tum aisa khuch nh krogi" yusra yelled at her daughter listening to her phone conversation.
" ammi aap in sbme mat pade, ye mera kaam hai, sidharth mera hai aur woh har halat me mera hi hoga,"
" tum hosh mein toh ho, ye sb krke ky milega"
" jinse me mohbbat krti hu woh, har waqt, mujhe sirf unka khyal rehta hai, mohabbat krti hu use aur us mohabbat ko mein paakr rhungi, caahe uske liye mujhe......." she stated with dedication.
" mohabbat nh pagalpan hai yeh,"
" junnon hai mera woh, if he is not mine, toh mein unhe kisi aur ka bhi nh hone doongi" she stated.
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" sune ye kesa hai??" she asked sidharth, they come to shop for their marriage functions.
" acha hai" he replied looking at the dress.
" aur ye wala??"
" ye bhi acha hai" he replied.
" toh konsa joda Lu, ye pink wala ya golden wala" she asked.
" jo apk man kre"
" ek Bata De na, apk koi pasand nh hai" she whined stomping her feet.
" aap jo pehnti hai acha lagta hai shehnaaz, koi bhi choose krle"
" unromantic" she commented.
" bhla mein apk liye tayar houngi aur aap hai ki ek dress choose nh kr skte" she complained.
" pkka aap sirf mere liye tayar hongi ya isliye ki apk dulhan ke jode me photos click karane ke itne saare chance milenge"
" woh toh main hai na, tasveere toh achi achi click karwani hi hai maine, ab itna kharcha kru aur woh bhi na kru"
" acha acha jaise tum badi romantic ho, jhoot ka hi bol deti ki tum sirf mere liye tayar hogi" the salesman's eyed them in astonishment, they are fighting, forgetting they are standing in the middle of the store.
" toh fir pink lele" he said.
" par aajkl na golden work zyada chl rha hai, haina bahiya" she asked the salesman.
" mam both are trending, you can choose whatever you like"
" acha toh mujhe aur khuch jode dikha de"
" shehnaaz tumko ye dono pasand the na, inme se lelo, hum pichle do ghnte se yahan khade hai"
" ohhoo aap na chup ho jaye, saare options toh dekhne de, kya pta khuch aur pasand aa jaye, aur you don't know these shopkeepers are very smart, ye apna sbse best pieces na last
Mein laate hai" he groaned pressing his forehead.
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" apk sar me dard hai ky??" she asked.
" no I am absolutely fine, bs chaar ghnte hi hue the, khuch waqt aur laga leti aap"
" I got confused na, and you were not helping either, apko toh sb ache lag rhe the"
" shehnaaz tum simple suit mein bhi mujhe bhut achi lagti ho,"
" woh toh mein paida hi Sundar Hui hu na, lekin ek ladki ka apne lehnge ko leke bhut saaare armaan hote hai, aap tension na le mein aliyah aur Nancy ke saath baaki sari shopping kar loongi pkka, ab aap apna mood thik kre"
" ammi abbu aa rhe hai kal," she hummed.
" shehnaaz I know you are very hurt but mein unhe rok nh skta na, unka haq hai"
" haan mein janti hu apko justification dene ki zarroorat nh hai, it's just mujhe nh pta ki mein unko kese face krungi, mein na unhe maaf krna chahti hu lekin mein na woh sb bhul nh paa rhi hu,"
" I understand, just be cordial with them,"
" I respect them, mein unhe kabhi disrespect nh karungi but I need some time"
" I know that sweetheart" she blushes hearing the sweet word from his mouth.
" ye baat baat pe tumhare gaal tamatar ki tarah laal kyu ho jate hai"
" aisa khuch nh hai" he smiled shaking his head.
***********
" Nancy open the door, please for God's sake"
" aap yahan kyu aaye hai, aap jaye, ye glt hai, I don't wanna be a home wrecker, aap jaye yahan se"
" ok chla jaunga lekin ek baar meri baat sun lo, uske baad tum jo khogi me krunga" she opened the door letting him in.
" kahiye"
" see I am sorry mujhe ye sb pehle hi bta dena chiye tha, koi confusion hi nh hota, par whenever I am with you, I just forget everything, sirf tum dikhti ho"
" ye glt hai mein kisi ka ghr barbad nh kar skti hu aap smjhte kyu nh, mein waise ladki nh hu" she cuts him off.
" my wife died 2 years ago," he informed her, she stopped In mid looking at him.
" I am not a man nancy jo extra marital affair me believe karta hai, I fall in love with you, syd tumhe ye sach na lage, ki itni zaldi pyar kese ho skta hai, I am elder than you, having a child, you can reject me, I just wanna confess taki baad mein ye gilla na rhe ki maine btaya nh" she puts her lips on his shutting him off, he gets shocked for a sec when she pinched his waist breaking his thoughts.
" I don't know how but I fell in love with you, na chahte hue bhi, kabhi kisine itna pyar nh dia, itna apnapan mehsus nh karaya, you are the one who took care of me, mere tantrum uthaye, thank you so much, I don't care if you are elder than me, if you are having a child, I just simply love you alot" she confessed, and he sealed it with a serene kiss, the kiss of love.
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" kha tak kaam phucha" mehjbeen asked someone on the phone.
" mein peecha kr rha hu, lekin had jagah koi na koi saath hai," the person answered.
" itni der kyu lag rhi hai kal manjha hai aur tum abhi tak sirf aage piche ghum rhe ho"
" madam mujhe mera kaam mat sikhao, waalima se pehle apk kaam ho jayega, aur dubara mujhe phone mat karna, mein khud karunga" he said cutting the phone.
Shehnaaz was crossing the door when a car comes at full speed toward her, she halted in her place, and the shopping bag fell on the road, before the car hits her sidharth pulled her to him, the car passes them at full speed.
" aap thik toh hai na," he asked, she didn't answer, she is shivering in his hold, the events of the past comes in front of her eyes, and he rubbed her back, kissing her head and saying sweet calming words to her.
" kya hua" Hamid asked in horror.
" pta nh in jaise logo ko license kon deta hai, car chalani aati nh hai" sidharth said In anger.
" tune car no. Dekha"
" nh"
" shehnaaz bacha it's all right, you are okay," she pushed her face more in Sidharth's embrace.
" Jaan let's go home, we are standing at the roadside," she hummed coming out of the hug but he interlocked his fingers with her, he got frightened when he saw the car coming towards her, the slight fear of something happening with his love of life makes him even madder and anxious.
" na jane mohabbat mein
Kitne imtehaan honge,
Par itna pta hai
Aakhir mein tum mere pass hi hogi"
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Fanfiction" this relation doesn't mean anything to me" -sidharth asfandyar Ali " Talaq dede, aur ho jaye azad" -shehnaaz si...
