Life goes on [Jungkook's Six Strict Hyungs][ a BTS Brotherhood FF]

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~I...I don't know...I don't know anything....JUST STOP IT! JUST LET ME LIVE LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN BEING!!PLEASE-

Taehyung cover his both ears with his both hands and murmured again and again...'please...please....please...'

He needs something. Only that can help him reduce his frustration right now...where it is? He started finding the secret thing in his pockets of jacket, jeans...with shaky hands and finally he found them.

He knew that he will need them tonight, so he brought those two items just today when he was shopping for the decorating items. He pulled the curtain with shaky hands and after that lighter too. It took almost his everything to pull out a stick from inside and lit up the cigarette with his desperate fingers....

He never smokes. He actually hates it, but he tasted it a few times earlier only in these types of occasions. Like when he is depressed or frustrated and couldn't help it.

None of his hyungs know about it as he does it outside of his home usually, but one brother knows about it. Jimin; he knows about it since he saw him a few times. And also knows why he puffs smoke sometimes...but last time Jimin took his promise that he won't smoke anymore and will reach to him or hyungs if anything bothering him...Tae kept his promise for a long time, but today he couldn't keep it anymore. So...

He puffed the stick and inhales the smoke desperately! He just wanna erase everything that going on in his mind with the harmful smokes...

-Tae?

Taehyung trembled badly on the sudden voice from his behind. He threw the cigarette on first instinct and shot up from his seat. He looked behind and found the owner standing there with his arms crossed, even in the dark, Tae can feel his eyes are raging....

~J-Jimin...?' Tae whispered with his trembling voice.

Jimin took it as his cue and step forward to him. He stood just in front of Tae and kept looking at him with his piercing eyes...Tae looked away.

-What was that? What the hell is going on here?' Jimin asked in cold tone.

Tae didn't replied just kept looking at the tree beside the pool.

-KIM TAEHYUNG! I'M ASKING YOU SOMETHING!

Tae suddenly felt an urge of ignoring him. He don't know how he got the courage, but his inner devils needs something or someone to throw away all his anger...the thing he is scared off and why he is away from others-is for that.

He knows he can't control and that's why he is afraid of himself, 'Not now...please go away.' He murmured under his breath trying to get a hold on himself.

Jimin: Taehyung? ANSWER ME DAMN IT!

Tae growled and sat back, 'Stop shouting Jimin-ah. I'm already having a headache.'

Jimin looked at him with wide eyes, 'Are you for real? What happened to you?'

Tae scoffed, 'None of your business. Just leave me.'

Jimin was going to blast. But he controlled and inhaled deeply before he took steps nearer him, 'Tae I saw what you were doing...is anything wrong?' he sounds much softer.

But that only increase Tae's anger. Why he is not going away? I want to be alone!

Tae: Nothing is wrong. Just leave me alone.

Jimin kneeled in front of him, he is much calmer. By seeing his twins frustration he can understand his situation, 'Tae you can share your worries if you want. I'm here, ok?'

Tae groaned, 'I know...but I don't wanna tell you. I wanna stay away from you all for sometimes. Please? I'm perfectly fine, ok?

Jimin: Then why you were smoking again? You promised me-

And that's when Tae lost it! He doesn't even know what he did as he was just seeing red. And he...pushed Jimin harshly making him fall in the ground!

~JUST MIND YOUR OWN BUISINESS, JIMIN! I CAN DO WAHTEVER I WANT...YOU ARE NOT MY GARDIAN OK?

Jimin's eyes showed all type of emotions...fear, sad, disapproval, betrayal, anger and care...everything. His eyes went teary as he never thought Tae will repay his care and love towards him like that!

He started at his twins for sometimes, then his eyes started turning dark and face stern. Tae was fuming in anger, he was still unaware of what he did just now....well it will take some times to regain himself and realize.

Jimin slowly stood up and wiped his tears harshly, 'Fine. Stay alone, do whatever you want. I will never ever again try to barge in your life. Forgive me for trying to be a helpful brother of yours. I learned that I shouldn't try to help anyone...you are right, I'm not your guardian and from now on I'm no one to you...do whatever you want.'

He spat those words with heartbreaking sorrow and pains. And as soon the words came out he turned and went back to the party leaving the boy alone.

As soon Jimin's footsteps faded, Tae started getting cool and soon he realized what he did. And finally Jimin's words started making sense in his messy mind. His eyes widen and his whole world spanned in shock and fear!

~Shit! What the heck Taehyung! What have you done!! Are you really became totally crazy? No way...did you really push him!? How could you!? Aish!'

He jumped up and looked around him, looking like a lost puppy. His eyes were getting teary and he is scared of thinking what Jimin said is really gonna happen or not.

~Please tell me it was a dream....please! Where Jimin-ie did went? He must be really hurt by my act...he just wanted to help me! And I...How I could do that!?

His tears started rolling down his cheeks. Suddenly he felt a sharp pain in his chest. He held the place and winched in pain...

He knows the feelings, it's their twin connection. It's Jimin--he is in pain. He is hurt now! And it's all because of him! Tae slide down to his knees helplessly and tugged his head down, closing his eyes tightly...

~I'm...I'm so sorry Jimin hyung...'

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