"Are you asking me out?"
Nate swerves the car and Lil starts yelling at him. Do I want to go out on a date? I mean yes, I do, but with someone other than the person I want most. Even though nothing can ever happen, and we both know it. We make plans to go out tonight and then I end the call. When I look up after I text him my address, I realize that we are already at Lily's.
"You have a date with Dr. McWetmypants." she wiggles her eyebrows at me. I didn't want to make a big deal out of it, but I knew Lil would. I can't help it and I look at Nate as I nod my head. Lil screams with excitement and I swear one of these days she is going to blow my ear drums out. Right at this moment it does not sound like a bad idea. Nate just stares straight ahead. This hurts so much but we both agreed that this is the way it needs to be.
"Okay, I am cancelling my date and I am helping you get ready." I shake my head I do not want to be spending hours getting ready for something I don't know is even a real date. We agreed to meet to talk, so I'm not even sure. Derek did say it could be whatever I wanted it to be. Lily tries to argue with me, but I won't relent.
"Cassie said it's not a big deal so drop in Lil!"
"What climbed up your ass?"
"You two knock it off before you start arguing for hours. It's not that big of a freaking deal."
"It is a big deal babes. It's your first..." But a glare from me shuts her up. Nate does not need to know that if this is a real date it will be my first one ever.
Curiosity gets the best of Nate. " It's what Lily?"
"Nothing."
"No, you said something. It's her first what?"
I shake my head at her and plead, I know that she will not tell him. I'm embarrassed enough as it is.
"Just drop it OKAY!!!" I open the door wide and slam it shut. "I'll talk to you both later...I can't deal with this!!!"
I hear Lil call for me, but I don't stop moving. I need to get far away from them right now. "What the hell is wrong with them?" I keep walking and see Nate pull up beside me.
"C'mon Cass." I turn and glare at him. "No!!" I yell. I might sound like a raging lunatic right now. I start walking faster. "I'm sorry alright, even though I don't know what the hell I did wrong?" I scoff at him. "Yeah right" I know he is right because this is not his fault, I'm just embarrassed by the whole thing, that my emotions are on overload again. I really need a vacation away from me right about now. I keep walking and he just keeps trying to talk to me.
"Nate go home. You are going to cause an accident!" Like it's not enough that you might look like a perv stalking its prey driving like that. I see his car finally leave and let out a breath I was holding in. Anger bubbles up in my veins, I don't think I have ever been this mad before. "They don't think I can make my own decisions. So, what if it's a flipping date. I deserve to go on a date." Great now I am talking to myself. I turn around the corner and there he is standing up against a wall.
"Stubborn ass!"
"I can say the same thing for you doll." I roll my eyes and go to walk past him, but he grabs my wrist. I can feel my skin heating up from his touch, I need to get out of here. "Cass!" There is so much pain in his eyes. I will not feel guilty for this.
"What?"
"Look, I'm sorry okay." I snatch my arm from his grip and start walking away only to turn back around. Why can't I make up my mind around him?
"What's the big deal huh? I walk back towards him, and he actually looks like he is a little bit scared of me right now. It would be comical if I wasn't so wound up.
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At First Sight
Romance(COMPLETED) Cassie Logan had everything, she had the looks the grades and even the boy she thought was the one in high school. Everything changed when fate had different plans for her. That unforgettable day changed everything. When her world came c...
23. Fights & First Dates
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