Life goes on [Jungkook's Six Strict Hyungs][ a BTS Brotherhood FF]

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I looked at him with wide eyes, 'Oh really?! I'm so sorry Yeonjun-ah! I was just-

Yeonjun shot me a death glare, 'Seriously hyung? You are saying sorry for that? From when you started to say sorry to me, huh?! It's not like it's our first time! And is it needs to remind you that my brothers are always my first priority? Huh! I'm really hurt hyung!' he put a hand on his chest dramatically.

I giggled seeing his drama. Yeah! I smiled! That means its working! This crack head never fails to make me feel good! That's why I need him in my life. A friend in need! A friend to whom I can count on.

I side hugged him, 'Ok! Ok! Understood, now stop your drama idiot!'

He also smiled and then suddenly his face changed in to serious one, 'Hyung? Will you tell me now, what's wrong?'

I looked away, 'I-I...I don't know h-how to express it, Yeonjun-ie! I mean, my mind is totally a mess...I don't know what I'm doing...I don't have any control...It's- it's so complicated...I-

He quickly hugged me and I buried my face on his shoulder...and finally let out my all my frustration through the tears that I was reserving for so long. Yeonjun kept patting my back as comforting way and silently let me cry. He knows me too well!

After a whole 20 or 30 minutes I guess, I finally able to calm down myself. And he parted the hug, wiped my tears softly. I tried to smile and he smiled too.

Just then his phone rang, he excused me and pick it up, 'hello Beomgyu?....yeah I'm out with someone important.....hmm...ok, but don't disturb Soobin-ie. He is still tired ok?.....yeah! And don't forget to finish your assignments....No! You can't enter the kitchen now...I said no beomgyu!....hmm, you better....Ok I'll come fast...yeah bye, love you.' He hung up and smiled softly looking at the screen. He is such a caring hyung. He then put the phone down and looked at me_

Yeonjun: Hyung? You ok now?

I nodded slightly, 'better, I guess!'

Yeonjun: then will you tell me what exactly wrong?

I sniffed, 'long story-

Yeonjun scoffed, 'Well, I don't think I have any hurry? So, go on please.'

I took a deep breath and started telling him everything. About Ryun's talk to beating Jungkook and talking rude with others...everything. He didn't cut me off, or neither said anything. He just let me say everything and at last when I cried again, he holds me like a baby! After five minutes silence, he slowly said me_

Yeonjun: So, it's all because of Ryun?' he knows the story of us as we three were closest friends. He knows how I suffered that time, he was also there for me to make my life normal again with my hyungs and Namjoon.

I nodded and he sighed heavily, 'Are you serious hyung? How could you again do the same mistake? You again let her control your mind!'

I lowered my head, that's true though!

'I-I don't know Yeonjun-ie! It's just whenever I remember her words...its make me weak and...a-and angry like hell! I-I can't control.' I mumbled.

He shook his head in frustration and picked his phone. I looked at him confusingly, but he didn't said anything, just dialed a number.

I asked, 'Whom you are calling?'

Yeonjun: Namjoon-ie! He said casually.

Me: But why? Are you-'

Yeonjun: Sssh...you will see.' He put the call on speaker.

After two rings Namjoon received the call.

In OTP

Namjoon: 'Hello?' his voice is raspy, did he cried?

Yeonjun: Joonie? What's up bud? Everything ok in home?

Namjoon: no! There is a big mess here.' He sighed tiredly.

Yeonjun: What? Tell me?

Namjoon inhaled deeply, 'It's about Jungkook. He...he is getting a mental breakdown. He is so scared and crying continuously. Hyungs and tae, Jimin are there with him. He also got two panic attacks. He is so stressed Yeon-ie and we are also...It's-it's a total mess in home now! Everybody is so much exhausted...'

Yeonjun: Oh god! How is that happened? And-and how is he now?

Namjoon was saying something but, I couldn't hear him anymore! My breath hitched hearing Namjoon's words! The heck what have I done!? Oh god! My brain started clearing and all the things that were gloomy and misty cleared at once. I remembered how I beat Jungkook when he was completely innocent. He was just trying to help me and I just-

I remembered how I behaved with others...Jimin, Namjoon, Taehyung and heck no! Yoongi hyung! I behaved completely bratty and idiotic with him. Jungkook is mentally exhausted, he got panic attacks, the whole family is under stress...and all because of me?!

Shit! Shit! Shit! I just wanna kill myself, right here! How can I became so stupid!?

Again I let Ryun to control me...like I did in the past! I promised hyungs that I won't do the same mistakes again...but, here I'm! Again did the same mistakes! Hell, I'm doomed!

But, the most important thing is.... Jungkook! Oh no! My baby bunny...I need to see him right now!

I jerked up and started to running towards my car not minding a dumbfounded Yeonjun behind. He called me back and I looked behind still running_

-Yeonjun, I need to go...thank you so much! I love you!'

I saw a soft smile on his face, he shouted out when I hopped inside the car.

~DRIVE SAFELY HYUNG!! AND PLEASE MAKE EVERYTHING RIGHT.

Yes, I will! I know, I can make it right...