How did I become a God ?

63.Smothered flame

'Did you perhaps... fell for me ?'

With this question resonating back and froth in his head all his life force went away. He breathed out shakily.

Shi Shuan's face went through all the colours possible to finally stop at the bright vermilion. He wished it was because of his fever. He could only dumbly gape at Shen Yuan in front of him.

-I... I...-his mouth closed and opened repeatedly but his tongue must have been held captive by cats right at this critical moment.

What went wrong with his head ? He must have been possessed. Even crazy.

Hie heartbeat went wild along ago and he felt that his heart can jump out of his chest at any given moment.

-You what ?-he said looking straight at those scared and confused eyes in a low, but unlike usual playfully, not sarcastically.

'Disaster !'

He took some time to suppress anything other than critical thinking while muddling his robe like some life-saving tool.

He straightened his back as if he had swallowed a pipe and opened his mouth to say, of course something stupid.

-That was only a kiss. Nothing more. Don't imagine things.-ha said with the most straight expression he could force.

'...'

'And what was that supposed to mean ?'

The long silence took him into
uncomfortable embrace.

He did not dare to look away and with nerve-wrecking anxiousness searched for any signs of thoughts on his face that was perfectly still and calm like a water surface before the morning comes.

He was overjoyed when on this sculpture like structure a muscle as much as twitched.

His usual look aside from being cold, distant and lofty had more into it. It bore bottomless sadness and fatigue large enough to never wake up once the head hit the pillow. Stern and sharp features hid all the human-like emotions underneath.

Now his face was deprived of any signs of joy and anger but also from that loneliness and sadness his morose eyes were always filled with. They were simply clear, not stained with any expression.

The cold like steel sea-blue hues were no longer frozen, but glimmering. As if someone lit a fire to warm them. They were eager to take in the world around, with his soul at the frontier.

-If it was nothing why not do it again ?

He expected every answer but this. His brain was lagged for a while with this red 'error' window popping inside his brain.

His heart he tried to keep locked far away from his brain took the reins of his decisions. It was too late. Too late now to continue resisting. He got a green light from him and that was all he could wrap his hazy mind around.

'So that means he wants it to ?'
'No way. He must be teasing me.'

There was a way to check this. Do that again. That was the only idea his mind, already turned into a fried chicken came up with.

He leaned forward and now, becoming more bold he sucked at the other's lips maliciously in a unfamiliar thirst as if he wanted to devour him. It was a pure instinct. The moment was so joyous for him that he could refuse heaven right now, this was heavenly pleasure itself for him.

He did not know why he became like this. After arriving at this step, he did not know whether he was right or wrong, and what would happen next.

His action induced Shen Yaun's response. He caressed his lips back making him shiver from extreme pleasure it brought to him. He felt as if fire burned inside him, the one he wasn't able to quench. It scratched at his insides and tried to tear him apart from inside.

He didn't know this will have such an effect on him.

He was scared and at the same time yearned for more.

He was running out of oxygen. He desperately tried to prolong this short time but in the end he was forced to emerge by his screaming lungs. He desperately took in huge breaths like a nearly drowned person. He coughed, choking on his own salvia.

'Is this the end ? Must it end just like this ?'

He peered up from behind a messy hair at the Demon searching for the answer on his face. He looked like a child waiting for a candy.

-You want more ?-Shen Yaun asked in raspy low voice.

Shi Shuan was more than conscious of the cold hand on his neck. Wherever it touched his sin tickled and the touch send shiver down his spine. He opened his palm clenched on his robe and brought it to cover this hand in a warm embrace. Now his while hand itched.

His eyes flashed and he displayed a playful smile.

He kissed lightly, temping. The Demon who fell into a trap and kissed him back passionately. They were entangled like that, only sound of their rusher breathing was heard.

After a while the kisses morphed into something more. Hands roamed freely around his body as he gripped tightly at the man's clothes to press their bodies together. They wanted that closeness so badly.

Those hands haphazardly reached his belt sticking his clothes together till now. Suddenly he found them unnecessary and inconvenient so he allowed for the belt to be undone. His mind cleared a bit and he got a bit nervous. He looked at Shen Yuan.

Then he felt the outer robe's material slide off his shoulders. Felling coolness on his back he finally realised what was about to happen.

He never even kissed before let alone held, be it a woman or a man ! How was your his supposed to be done ? And with a man additionally. He desperately searched his mind shining with empty space in this field of knowledge.

-How do we do that ?-he asked, before he realised what he had just done.

He felt his pride being stripped away from him along with this little dignity he had left. He froze and hid his face.

-Want to find out ?-the playful voice murmured beside his ear.

The hands slowly slide down and down. His hot skin twitched where the lines were done. He melted under this touch.

And the in the middle of such an act the door flew open with a bang and they both jumped in surprise and looked over in unison.

Well-ghost interrupted them in his human form and speedily walked to the bed. Then he poured the bucket of cold water he dragged here arduously on them. And having no care for their hissing and angry groaning he pointed with his childish finger at Shi Shuan.

-YOU are still sick.-he then switched to Shen Yaun.-And you STOP BEWITCHING HIM ! He's not in his right mind that's why he fell for your tricks !

Red like a tomato Shi Shuan knocked the demon with his head and ignoeing his pained cry rolled off the bed and with two long strides run away outside the room leaving behind a wet path.