beautiful inside || carl Gallagher

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I woke up and checked the time
it was 11am but It was Sunday and we didn't have school so I went downstairs and entered the kitchen to eat something it seemed like nobody was home and I was alone I opened the fridge and I saw eggs I decided to make some for myself . After making it I put it on a plate and sat down on the kitchen table I started eating
someone opened the front door and entered the house we usually don't close the front door for some reason, I didn't care who it was and continued eating my food " good morninggg " I heard a familiar voice behind me "hey karina I needed the microwave for a minute " Fiona entered the kitchen " she's not here " I responded instead of karina " oh hi lili  sorry I thought she was here " Fiona sat down in front of me " I'm good how are you " I asked her with a weak smile on my face " uh since Debbie's baby drama I don't think so " she smiled " oh I forgot she told me she was pregnant" I chuckled " yeah she is and i told her to don't this you know she's just a kid " she told me  " it's not your fault Fiona and I'm sure she'll be a great mom " I put my hand on her shoulder " thanks kiddo " she smiled  " are you home alone ? " she asked  " yeah I don't even know where are they " i smiled softly " hey are you okay you seem tired " she grabbed my hand " I thought Carl apologized " she  smiled weakly
" he did , it's not about Carl " i smiled
she gasped dramatically " then who made my sissy sad ?" she said jokingly and laughed " it's - it's okay " i smiled " hey tell me " she stopped laughing and squeezed my hand " fine " i sighed " so I had a best friend when I was in north side , and his name was Lucas I love him like brother he was there for me when I was alone , I sighed" he was there for me when I- "
I cried' I cried after 6 months I felt like something big fell out in my chest like I survived ( I can't describe this feeling it's so good ) " he was there every time and now I feel like I lost him because it's been a week since he didn't respond to my calls my texts, emails, or anything " Fiona grabbed my cheeks and kissed my forehead " ok I know what it feels like " she smiled " how " I whispered " so I had a boyfriend but he was different from the others his name was jimmy or Steve " she chuckled " oh I know Carl told me about him how he left frank in Canada " I chuckled " yeah yeah , he left and never show up again, you know he was different I really imagined my future with him " she told me " I'm so sorry Fiona " i stood up and wrapped my arms on her shoulder " it's okay" I felt she wiped her tears " what about Gus wasn't he your husband or something " I chuckled " he is " she laughed " okay " i smiled
" hey I have an idea " she stopped me by grabbing my arm " what is it " I smiled
" we can go to north side with Sean " she smiled " what ? oh no no " I walked away with my plate and put it in the sink  " why not you can meet what was his name again I forgot " she laughed " Lucas , god " I chuckled " oh yeah lucas you can meet him and your old friends for a day " she smiled " I don't have friends , but god I don't know " I put my hands on my head " it's gonna be okay I mean you can visit your parents graves too " she smiled " I think you're right i have to go and talk to Lucas and tell his dumb ass why he ignored me " I laughed " oh Jesus it's been 40 minutes I told them I'll go for a minute " she Put her hand on her mouth and laughed " but it was fun talking with you " she smiled hugging me " i love you Fiona " I squeezed her " i love you too kiddo " she smiled " okay now get ready me and Sean will be here like 2 or 3 hours I don't know but be ready okay " she smiled " okay " I smiled back " you know what go change your clothes since we are going to north side together come to my house " she chuckled " okayy " i headed upstairs hearing Fiona closing the front door.   I entered my room and then went to my closet to find something to wear, I grabbed a pair of shorts and a pink crop top with my necklace and my three favorite rings then entered the bathroom and did a little makeup then I did my hair , finally my white converse , I walked downstairs and wrote a letter to karina that I'll go to north side to see Lucas and I'll come back soon .
I closed the door and left the house
I reached the Gallaghers house and knocked on the door " hi " Fiona opened it " hey " I smiled she let me in " you look amazing " she smiled " thank you " i smiled " is Carl here ? " I asked her " ugh he's upstairs but with his girlfriend " she answered I looked at her in confusion
His girlfriend? I thought to myself
" ohh look who's here " I heard a familiar voice behind me I turned around and saw lip in front of me " oh hii I missed you " I hugged him
" me too " he hugged me back " we were you I haven't seen you around " i asked him raising a brow " busy you now college stuff " he answered " or because of your sexy professor " Ian entered the kitchen " Ian stop " lip turned around I was shocked " hi lili  how are you " Ian asked hugging me " im good , you ? " I replied hugging him " good good " he smiled " damn a professor lip ? " I asked giggling " okay stop it now " he went to the living room " good to see you it's been a while " Ian sat down on the kitchen table " I was here but you were at Mickey's " i smirked 
he gasped dramatically and laughed
I laughed so hard I couldn't stop " damn I didn't realize you are so hot today " Ian smirked " thanks handsome " I said jokingly
" I heard you and Fiona are going to north side " he told me " yeah we are " i smiled " have fun " he smiled and went upstairs
I decided to watch tv with lip because I didn't know what to do

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