beautiful inside || carl Gallagher

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after 1 hour watching Tv with lip , Fiona left the house because she had work , I heard food steps going downstairs , it was Dominique she looked around and saw me , she gave me a death stare and she then slammed the door
" what a fuck is wrong with this girl " I mumbled " I mean you're beautiful , strong and hotter than her that's why she's jealous " lip looked at me smiling " oh I am " I said jokingly , lip just stared at me " definitely hottie " he smirked " thanks collage boy " i smirked at him then Carl came downstairs and went to the kitchen I looked at him when he was pulling something out of the fridge " lip you want something " he stopped speaking when he saw me " hey I didn't know you're here " he smiled
I didn't respond just smiled at him
" why didn't you come upstairs ? " he asked
" I um I didn't want to interrupt you and your girlfriend" i spoke up awkwardly
he stopped what he was doing and entered the living room sitting next to me " sorry about that " he said rubbing the back of his neck
" it's okay " I smiled "lilis  going to the north side are you going with her ? " lip asked
I stared at him raising a brow "north. side. " Carl asked me furrowing his eyebrows out of confusion " yeah I have things to do " i answered focusing on the tv " what kind of thing? " he asked " I don't know " I replied
" with who ? " he asked again " with Sean and Fiona " i answered " and you didn't tell me ?"he raised a brow "do I have to tell you everything?" I stared at him " yes you do " he stared at my face " can I come?" He asked again "can you stop asking everything ? Jesus no you can't " i said annoyingly " why lili  You will need this shithead " lip asked jokingly
I laughed " no I won't " i smirked
" okay have fun in your trip to north side with Fiona and Sean " he stood up and left the living room " you're just jealous because you can't come " i yelled so that he could hear me " fuck you " he yelled , we laughed  " hey I'm gotta go have fun " lip stood up and he shut the door behind him
after 5 minutes someone opened the front door and entered the living room " hey kiddo " sean said " oh hi sean " I smiled , he sat down on the couch in front of me " Fiona will be home in 10 minutes and um she told me that you wanted to go to the north side " he told me " that's um good " i smiled . I entered the kitchen to drink something " hey um you want something " I asked Sean " no im good " he answered
After that someone knocked on the door and I opened it, it was Fiona " hey are you ready " she smiled softly " yeah I am " I smiled
" ok Sean we can go n- oh wait " she ran upstairs Me and Sean shared a look
After 2 minutes she ran downstairs " sorry about that I just told Debbie to take care of Liam " she sighed slightly " let's go ladies " 
sean opened the front door for us
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we were already in the car driving to north side
Sean was driving, Fiona in the front and I was in the back it was awkward silent and Sean broke it " so this guy , is he your boyfriend or something " Sean asked " no absolutely not dear god " I scratched the back of my neck
" okay " he smiled
After 20 minutes we were arrived and i told them where it was
we reached the house and I got out of the car
" so um we're going , call me when yo-" " okay I will " i interrupted Fiona because I was so excited to see Lucas " okay girl see ya " they left
I knocked on the door and lucas's mom opened it " hey um I wanted to see Lucas " I asked her
she furrowed her eyebrows out of confusion
" Lucas is not here young lady have a good day" she was about to slam the door I didn't let her
" please I just wanna talk " I begged
" and I said he's not here " she tried to close the door but i grabbed the door strongly as much as I could " he's gone he went to California " she yelled at me " wai- what why ? " I asked confusingly " for studying , now leave " she yelled again " no please just give me his new number or his address anything I'm begging you please " I begged " LEAVE " she yelled and slammed the door  I was completely shocked , speechless , heartbroken I decided to go for a walk before calling Fiona because I was so upset

why he never told me about California?
what about my texts ?
How did everything get so fucked up ?
why is Lucas being an asshole ?
why ?
how ?

I felt my eyes getting red because of my anger
" need a ride buddy " Fiona asked jokingly and giggled but when she saw me her smiled faded
" get in the car " she told me " hey what's wrong? " she asked softly " this kid did something isn't he ? im gonna kick his a-"
" calm down guys , nobody did nothing " i interrupted them " then what happened " Fiona asked me as dean started to drive " yeah lili  tell us " Sean turned to look at me " your face is like you cried for hours " she touched my face " Lucas is gone " I spoke up awkwardly
" what do you mean he's gone ? " Fiona furrowed her eyebrows out of confusion
" he went to California for studying or whatever " I looked out of the window
" oh sorry , you talked with him or something " Fiona asked " no his bitch mom opened the door and didn't even gave me his new number or anything " I replied coldly still looking out of the window " sorry about that kid " Sean said
" it's okay " I said coldly

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