2 days later.
Alexs pov
"everything sucks bruh life is pointless, i mean nothing lasts forever, even you, you dont last forever, even sometimes your heart dies before your brain." Thats what i send Amanda before turning my device off, its been 2 days since i left, 2 days since i arrived to LA, 2 days since i send Adam the letter. 2 days and i still havent heard from him.
I miss Adam.
I miss you, Adam.
It is hard to be here without Adam.
Im still right where you left me, Adam
"_Hows my little girl doing??
_good morning mom, how did you sleep
_great my love, so how are you feeling?
_im missing somebody
_youre missing Adam" she says as she smirks
Her voice is still echoing in my head.
Adam.
Adam.
"_Souls dont meet by accident, Alex, remember that
_So what do you think i should do mom?
_Look it really doesn't matter what I think, whos that boy to you? A friend or more than a friend? You should at least text him to check up on him, what if hes not doing great, lets not forget that HE also helped you through a lot, now hes getting bad again, you should stick by his side, Sometimes home is a person, and you're definitely his home, youre his home, Alex, I saw how he looks at you, its like youre the only girl left on this earth, Look i dont know what he did to make you want to end things, i just overheard you talking with Sandra on the phone about some relationship problems with Adam and how he doesn't feel so good about you moving here, it doesn't make sense, but love never does"
Never before,
i wanted to so much,
but i stayed silent
so silent.
Never before,
felt so much,
but stayed so quite.
I want Adam back.
He is mine.
Iam his.
You own me Adam.
"I want Adam back, Mom, I want him back, i miss that fucker. He was my whole world. Asleep or awake, i dream of him its all the same, I want Adam, I love Adam, Adam, i need Adam.
I love him, he loves me, but."
i sigh.
I loved Adam, But i think i have lost myself somewhere, while searching for him.
I feel,
Those abandoned pieces of my broken puzzle heart,
Theyre trying to tell me something,
but, i cant hear them,
the silence, is so loud.
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