ʀᴇᴀᴅʏ jude bellingham x oc

LIII

Jude walked in, seeing me sat on my bed tears built up in my eyes. I'm not gonna cry it's fucking stupid. He sat opposite me on my bed.

"May I hug you?" He asked.

I didn't answer but scooched next to him leaning into him, he wrapped his arm around me.

"What's wrong?"

I sighed. "Do you love me?"

He looked confused. "Yeah, of course I do, why?"

"Do you really?"

"Amethyst. I love you with my whole ass heart, you mean the world to me. You are my world."

I smiled, he continued. "Did someone say something orrr?"

I pulled away from his embrace. Staring deep into his warm welcoming eyes. Hope he understands. I shrugged, "I think I'm being over dramatic. Phil and I were talking and he asked if I thought we moved too fast and I told him not really because we love each other and he kept pushing I guess. He asked how we loved each other so fast-"

"Is he dumb, of course we loved each other for a while before dating... 2 fucking years."

"That's what I said! But he went into some sort of hissy fit telling me I wasn't understanding or listening and shit and he left."

"Motherfucker, you know I love you, right?"

I hesitated a bit. "Yeah." he shook his head watching my face. 
"Say it again without hesitation, please love."

"I know you love me." I breathed out. "And I love you Jude." I continued. "I'm sorry I overthought  it, maybe I was being dramatic maybe I wanted to be the main character."

"Nah, I defo would have been overthinking if one of my best mates said that to me." He shook his head. "Don't know why Phil would get like that though."

I nodded, "I tried texting him after, look."

Miss Rashford: Phil what was that?

15:42

Miss Rashford: ??

15:59

Miss Rashford: You're literally online?

16:01

Miss Rashford: If u don't wanna talk about it fairs, but don't ignore me, what about our friendship?"

16:02

Read by Fodennn at 16:02

Miss Rashford: So 5 years of friendship don't mean shit to u, calm.

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"So he knows what he's done and's still being a fucking prick about it?"
"Pretty much... I don't care about what he did anymore cause we fixed it... but how can he throw 5 almost 6 years of friendship away like that."

I felt his arms wrap around me and pull me onto his chest. "I don't know babe. It's fucking strange."