Crazy Bastard (Vigilante Deku)

Are you crazy?

The next morning when I woke up, I started looking around and confirm which time it was and I was indeed send back in time. Why this was done was a huge mystery to me but I was thankfull since I could prevent it. Besides that I didn't liked staying and thinking about the why at all. It was useless. 

Soo last night wasn't just bad dream at all...

I do remember my oast life...

Now question is did I see the future or did someone send my soul back in time?

It doesn't mater at all!

They gave me a chance to make my mistakes right again.

I have to take this chance!

First off let's start with destroying all my notebooks!

I took my notebooks out and also a bin that I had in my room since I always used to write soo much and then just throw the idea away and start everything anew on a new paper. It made my mom crazy since I was waisting money and everything. Now that I gathered everything all I needed was a lighter which wasn't hard to get since my mom was a smoker.

The real problem was in burning these papers here. I first wanted to just toss everything and start a fire but on second thought a fire in my room wouldn't be the best at all. 

Inko: IZUKU!!!

And here she is!

Ohh how I hate this sound of here voice!

I need to get away from here as fast as possible!

For now just acting out of my mind should be enough.

Me: *Sigh*

Better hide these properly for now!

I will get them out later and destroy them once and for all!

First I need to avoid going out with my mother!

I opened the door very enthusiastically and jumped out running towards my mom and walking barefoot over all the broken glass pieces of bottles around me.

Me: MOM! AM I BEAUTIFUL?! LOOK!

Now since I knew I would never address my mom as mom ever in my life for a good reason, I did just that and started twirling all around us.

Inko: ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR GODDAMN MIND BASTARD!

I wasn't!

In fact!

I never felt this sobber before!

I knew what my fate was if I was to follow my moms words and go with her. I still remember why she called me down. It was one of the first meetings with the LOV. In this case it was with the doctor who was about to get some blood samples and then try to find out if I was useful as an experiment or not. I had to stop this by all costs! No matter what!

Instead of stopping like my mother was warning me with her voice, I decided to smile and giggle. There was also a balkony we had. Now what better way to get some good attention from everyone if not for the fact that someone was on a balcony and a kid on top of that.

Me: MOM! I believe I can fly! I believe I can touch the sky~

I knew how to sing for a little bit and used that to my advantaged as I started to jump all around the appartment and the to the balcony. All the while I was carefully looking at my mother who was fuming. I saw her use her skill to throw some stuff at me which I was avoiding while ridiculously twirling around. At this point I was even getting dizzy because of it.

Inko: BASTARD! GET DOWN THERE!

Me: BUT LOOK MOM! I CAN FLY!!!!

I still smiled at her. However my eyes were telling a whole other story. I knew that she wasn't able to pick up on something like this but still I should have my emotion under controll but I couldn't! How could anyone if they knew what she would do today!

*flashback brought to you by a green bunny dancing around and a pather miraculous walking the same street down*

Me: Ma'am where are we?

Inko: SHUT UP BASTARD!

Me: I am sorry Ma'am!

I just wanted to know where I was following me mom since we at one point just went to an abandoned part of the city which was offliminted to citizens for a good reason. There were a lot of bad guys around here and now she was basically dragging me to who knows where!

I knew that my mother wasn't the best person but she was still my mother and I was blood related to her. She was everything I had in term of family and no matter what she did I still love her.

It wasn't long and we arrived in front of a very shady and run down building. I had a very omnious feeling when I saw it and I didn't liked the fact that we were about to get inside since every fiber in my body was telling me to get away. Still I refused and followed my mom trusting her completly.

She lead me to a room in the basement which was by the way the only room that had electricity.

Me: Ma'am....

Inko: SHUT UP!

Blood was covering the floor as we got closer to the room and I was dreading the moment when we got in there. The heavy metallic smell of blood made me feel like throwing up but I knew better than doing that since my mother would have killed me or more like started to beat me up if I would do this. 

I knew it since I did this once to a place she brought me with her and almost gaged at my own vomit too. She started to kick me and everything until I would start sobbing and beg her to stop. At that point I was also tasting my own blood in my mouth and it was also the last time I did that.

Not soon after we arrived at the basement we also went inside that room. It looked like a hospital room with soo many medical things inside but that wasn't bother me. What did bother me was the bleach I could smell mixed with the blood in the air.

Inko: Sit down there!

Me: Yes Ma'am.

I wasn't allowed to call my mother mom at all. She told me I was a disgrace to her and I would be rude to do that. Needless to say that I believed her. I was nothing after all and nearly quirkless on top of that. My quirk was after all as good as having no quirk at all. I knew better than anyone else that I was the bottom of the bottom of the line. There was nothing worse than being quirkless. Still I was happy I was alive from what I could hear how they were treated. My treatment wasn't the best but still I was alive.

Doctor: Is that the boy?

Inko: If you mean my bastard of a son, then yes.

Doctor: I will be "careful" not to break him.

Inko: No need for that.

After that they made me lay down and starpped me down to the table too. 

*end of flashback brought to you by a panther seeing the bunny and dashing as well as readying catch the little bunny*

I wasn't dumb at all. I still remember the pain and everything that happened in that room. It was horrible. They did so many experiments on me. Tho they were all light in terms of what would happen to me afterward, they still were painfull since I had zero pain tolerance at that time. 

Me: Am I not a beautiful fairy mom?

Inko: GET THE FUCK DOWN THERE YOU DAMN BASTARD!

I was still on the balcony and on the railling at that smiling at my mother while I was tip toeing around. It sure felt nice playing this roles as a crazy and mentally insane person.