[169]INTOXICATED - Jan 17 2022

Start from the beginning
                                    

Jungkook is a junior at Jimin's college, with his many tattoos and bike races, bunking classes and failing his exams.

Jimin, being one of the university's top students, was asked by the dean to tutor and guide Jungkook.

Jungkook, although he was angry about the fact that a senior was gonna mentor him, was pleasantly surprised that he didn't mind being taught by the cute senior.

Jungkook enjoyed his time with the senior and was proud when he saw Jimin smile whenever he did something right.

But Jungkook being the naughty arrogant man that he was, would always tease the senior when they met. It was his way of being friendly with the shy boy

"How's the floor shortie?"

"Did the chair kick you again?"

"Did you make out with the floor today also,Jiminshi?"

These were some of the usual comments the man had to say to Jimin. It was routine

The two fell in love despite all the teasing but none of them admitted it. They let things remain the same between them.

**

*Trigger warning: nonconsensual sex*

Back to present

Jungkook has no idea what he is doing. He is deaf to anything Jimin has to say. In his mind, Jungkook is enacting his frustrations in a dream, he has no sense of what is reality.

"You wanted money right? Here, take it!" Jungkook throws a bunch of cash on Jimin's face.

"J-Jungkook ah... P-Please..." Jimin is crying as he shivers. He has never seen Jungkook this drunk, crazy and unreasonable. Jungkook appeared like a psycho and Jimin is afraid

"W-Why Jiminah? Why didn't you just ask me? Is it because I tease you all the time? Didn't you know that was my way of loving you?" Jungkook's heart broken voice makes Jimin feel bad for the man

"Jungkook... listen..."

"I can pay you more... I can pay you without having sex then why did you give yourself to him... just why?!" Jungkook is angry again and Jimin is scared

"Fck!" Jungkook pushes Jimin onto the bed and goes crazy

"Fck! You feel so real Jiminah..." Jungkook was losing his senses, the aphrodisiac was affecting him badly "....you know I often think of you in my dreams... imagining us together as a couple...but never once have I done it with you because I respect you... but today... today this feels so real... and I wanna do it with you... can I?" Jungkook speaks to himself as he caresses Jimin's face and body, still thinking it was all a dream

"Why are you struggling? Even in my dream my Jimin doesn't want me?" Jungkook cries as he hugs the struggling boy "....no! I won't let you go!" Jungkook rips Jimin's shirt and kisses the boy roughly "...uhm... so soft... so good... oh my God... this feels amazing..." Jungkook moans against Jimin's skin. Yet again Jimin's voice being lost in the room and no where near Jungkook

Jungkook faints mid way and Jimin continues crying hysterically. Jimin doesn't know if he was to hate Jungkook or forgive him, because he knows Jungkook wasn't being himself and that definitely the man had no idea what just happened.

Later

Yoongi is worried as Jimin's mobile was switched off. He was responsible for Jimin's ride and he asks around if anyone has seen the boy and someone let's him know that Jimin was also seen with Jungkook

Yoongi goes up to Jungkook's room, knocking on it furiously till a disoriented Jungkook opens the door

Yoongi is shocked to see Jimin unconscious on the bed. There was no doubt about what happened there and Jungkook cries hysterically when he realizes it as well.

Jungkook falls to his knees next to Jimin as he desperately tries to wake the boy up, and all the while Yoongi shouted at him in disappointment telling the man the truth behind his and Jimin's relationship. Yoongi had by then called the ambulance

**

Later

At the hospital, Jungkook confesses to the rpe and gets arrested but his rich parents bail him out saying it was consensual rough sex.

Two days later

Jungkook hugs Jimin when the boy is discharged. The man had gone to Jimin's house to apologize

Jungkook cries as he hugs the boy tightly

"I'm sorry...I really am... I was out of my mind... please trust me... I love you... I really love you...."

Jimin is crying as well.

"... I loved you once but now I don't trust you anymore... without trust there is no love... I'm sorry but I can never forgive you..." Jimin says removing Jungkook's hands off him and walking away

**

Disappointed in himself, Jungkook couldn't forgive himself and enrolled himself in military punishment. It is a centre where criminals once admitted would be tortured for a year. They were made to do all sorts of physical labor in the hot sun or harsh cold weather with little to no rest or much food.

Later

Jimin is hurt when he gets to know from Yoongi that Jungkook was in self isolation at a military base. Jimin is worried on what they would do to Jungkook - those people there are brutal and they don't even care if the criminals die in their hold

**

A year later

Jungkook has already returned home to his apartment where he used to live alone.

The moment he enters the apartment, he sees the whole place clean and food prepared on the table.

"M-Mom?" Jungkook's voice is weak as he closes the door behind him and finds himself in a backing

"N-No..." that voice brings tears to Jungkook's eyes

"W-What are you doing here? You shouldn't be here..." Jungkook says turning around and Jimin bursts out into tears seeing Jungkook's pale and bruised face

"W-Why... why did you do this Jungkook ah?" Jimin reaches out to slowly caresses the bruise making a tear roll down Jungkook's cheek

"...this is nothing compared to what I did to you..." Jungkook sadly smiles

".... all I can say is sorry... and hope that you can forgive me one day"

"I forgive you"

"You shouldn't though..." Jungkook shakes his head

"...I don't know what is right and wrong anymore...." Jimin is crying "...all I know is that I love you ... my heart wants you... it trusts you again..." Jimin says making Jungkook sob

"....I don't deserve you..." Jungkook closes his eyes feeling Jimin's soft hands wiping his tears

"Can we just forget the past and move on...?" Jimin asks

"Can you?" Jungkook questions

"I already have... I know you weren't in your right mind .. I know the drug made you feel like it was a dream...I know..." Jimin says and Jungkook sobs again ".... you got your punishment and I got my closure by counseling and therapy... please... let's just be each other's strength this time...I love you Jungkook..."

"I love you too Jimin" Jungkook pulls Jimin into a hug

The end

A/N: seriously wanna know your guys thoughts on this story. Disappointed? Well,what's new yea?

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