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𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓃𝒾𝓉𝓎 𝒩𝑜𝑒𝓁 𝐻𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓈 |𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃|
I stood in the shower letting the water fall onto me as tears rolled down my face. The pain that I felt inside was unbearable almost like my heart was continuously breaking into pieces.
Why did I have to get myself into this situation, I could've left him alone. I could've ignored him or something.
I felt like I was going through a identity crisis because of what I was lead to believe by him
No one could remove my thoughts, maybe I was useless and would never be anything. Maybe I'm not good enough for anybody
I eventually pulled myself together stepping out of the shower, grabbing my towel placing it around me. I walked over to the counter staring at the girl looking back at me in the mirror
Who are you ?
What do you have to live for ?
I grabbed the razor from the counter looking at my bare arms as I began to cut thin lines on them. Not enough to hurt myself, but enough to take the pain away though. When the sense of peace washed over me I grabbed the bottle of alcohol off the counter pouring it on my cuts.
I winced in pain as my wounds began to burn, but it didn't bother me mentally only physically
When I was done I made sure to put everything back up as I wiped single tears that fell onto my cheeks. I turned off the bathroom light going into my room to put on something comfortable _____
It was 12 in the afternoon and I sat in my bed watching Grey's Anatomy. My phone started ringing, so I paused the tv seeing it was a unknown number FaceTiming me
I scrunched my face covering the camera before answering the phone
"What's up" JaQuan said as his face popped up in the camera
I uncovered the camera looking at it. "Oh hey, I didn't know who you was"
"You forgot you gave me yo number at the party?" He asked laughing looking like he was driving
"I really don't remember anything after I got to the party" I chuckled
He looked closely at his phone raising his eyebrow. "You been crying or some? Yo eyes puffy as fuck"
She sighed looking away. "I'm going through a lot"
"Whatever you going through don't let it define yo character, cause that shit get hectic" He spoke making me nod a little
