The Fullmetal Fan Club!

You thought it was over...h a (plus new YT videos)

Here's some more Royai playlist bc I will Never Stop

137. In Our Bedroom After the War- Stars
*It honestly stuns me how well this song fits post-Promised Day Royai, if the show were about them instead I would absolutely put this over the season/series finale

Wake up, say good morning to that sleepy person lying next to you
If there's no one there then there's no one there, but at least the war is over
It's us, yes, we're back again here to see you through 'til the day's end
And if the night comes and the night will come, well at least the war is over
Lift your head and look out the window
Stay that way for the rest of the day and watch the time go
Listen, the birds sing, listen, the bells ring
All the living are dead and the dead are all living, the war is over and we are beginning
Gridlock on the parkway now, the television man is here to show you how
The channel fades to snow, it's off to work you go, but at least the war is over
She's gone, she left before you woke, as you ate last night, neither of you spoke
Dishes, TV, bed, the dark was filled with dread, but at least the war is over
We won or we think we did, when you went away you were just a kid
And if you lost it all and you lost it, we'll still be there when your war is over
Here it comes, here comes the first step, here it comes, here comes the first step
It starts up in our bedroom after the war, after the war

138. Estranged- Guns N Roses (thanks @bleed-the-freak)

When you're talkin' to yourself and nobody's home
You can fool yourself you came in this world alone
So nobody ever told you baby how it was gonna be
So what'll happen to you baby guess we'll have to wait and see
Old at heart but I'm only twenty eight
And I'm much too young to let love break my heart
Young at heart but it's getting much too late to find ourselves so far apart
Young at heart an it gets so hard to wait when no one I know can seem to help me now
Old at heart but I musn't hesitate if I'm to find my own way out
Still talkin' to myself and nobody's home
When I find out all the reasons, maybe I'll find another way, find another day
With all the changing seasons of my life, maybe I'll get it right next time
An now that you've been broken down, got your head out of the clouds
You're back down on the ground
And you don't talk so loud, and you don't walk so proud any more, and what for
Well I jumped into the river too many times to make it home
I'm out here on my own, and drifting all alone
If it doesn't show give it time to read between the lines
'Cause I see the storm getting closer and the waves they get so high
Seems everything we've ever known's here
Why must it drift away and die
I'll never find anyone to replace you, guess I'll have to make it through

139. Wrecked- Imagine Dragons
*I may be slightly biased since this song is literally just Roy if Riza died but holy crap this is Imagine Dragons' best song since Demons
Days pass by and my eyes stay dry, and I think that I'm okay
'Til I find myself in conversation, fading away
The way you smile, the way you walk
They say that the time will heal it, the pain will go away
But everything, it reminds me of you and it comes in waves
Way you laugh when your shoulders shook
The time you took to teach me all that you had taught
Tell me, how am I supposed to move on?
These days I'm becoming everything that I hate
Wishing you were around but now it's too late
My mind is a place that I can't escape your ghost
Sometimes I wish that I could wish it all away, one more rainy day without you
Sometimes I wish that I could see you one more day, one more rainy day
These days when I'm on the brink of the edge, remember the words that you said
Remember the life you led
You'd say, "Oh, suck it all up, don't get stuck in the mud
Thinkin' of things that you should have done", I'll see you again, my loved one
Yeah, I'm a wreck without you here, yeah, I'm a wreck since you've been gone
I've tried to put this all behind me, I think I was wrecked all along

140. Phantasmagoria Blues- Mark Lanegan
*Torn and tattered love? References to ruling? Self loathing? Fear of going blind? ROY ALERT ROY ALERT
I have given to you, Jane, a torn and tattered love
But do you hear the tolling bells that ring down from above?
Thought I'd rule like Charlemagne but I've become corrupt
Now I crawl the promenade to fill my empty cup
And you're free, you're free again, one more time
Now if you found a razorblade and took it to your wrist
Then I'd be here in my electric chair because of this
All last night and night before I stood on the pier and cried
But I don't want to turn away for fear of going blind
I have given to you, Jane, a bruised and beaten love
But do you see the cold white light that shines down from above?

And here are the couple of YouTube videos I have made so Fangal11 can watch them!

Very excited about this one- a 1 minute excerpt from Even Into Hell reprise!