"Bakit kapag nagbabago ang tao iisipin niyo kaagad na dahil 'yon sa heartbreak?" He asked.
"Hindi ako nagbago dahil sa nangyaring 'yon. I was born without having a chance to be social. I have no sympathy and care to literally anyone who breathes," he told me.
"A-Ano bang nangyari?" tinabig ko ang kamay niya at ako na mismo ang nagpunas ng sarili kong luha.
He smiled at me, "It's a long story,"
"Kakasabi mo palang sa akin na sasabihin mo lahat ng mga kailangan kong malaman. Kaulangan kong malaman kung bakit ako," paninidigan ko.
"Kasi nga mahal kita di ba?" he smirked, pinipigilan kong magdabog, naiinis na ako!
"Hindi nga 'yon sapat! Naiintindihan mo ba ako Seungcheol Choi!?" naiitrita kong sambit.
"Please refrain in calling me by my full name," he sulked.
"Hindi!--"
"Fine, okay. Chill. I was diagnosed with Antisocial Personality Disorder. I am born to be a psychopath. I have no heart for humans like you. I am an animal," I gulped after he spilled those.
"I really tried hard to blend with people. Tried fucking and it seems fun, I also tried illegal things such as murders. I had enjoyed seeing people on their lowest. I was so happy when someone's in deep sorrow," umiwas ako ng tingin dahil sa sinabi niya.
"I never cared about lives of others because it's only mine that matters,"
"The only lady who treated me not as an animal was her. She's in her lowest too, like you. And I had the guts that I must protect her from her abusive father," napatingin ako sa kaniya.
"I kept her as my friend. That moment I tried to be a normal one. It's fun acting as if you fit in pero iba ang pakiramdam kapag sinusubukan mo na talagang maging tao katulad ng iba. I hired theraphist, tried my best to be clean for her, I healed myself in an incurable disorder," he's looking at nowhere, I guess that girl really means a lot to him
"It was just short. I turned to be a psycho again nang mapuno ako sa tatay niya. I killed him, I felt happy that time dahil sa wakas, nagawa ko na rin ang bagay na pinigilan kong gawin para lang maging tao katulad niya," I got chills after seeing him smiling slyly as he look at nowhere.
"Sino ba siya? Nasaan na siya ngayon?" I'm scared but I'm also curious too. Kailangan kong malaman kung anong dahilan ng pagkuha niya sa'kin.
"That bitch, she's probably dead or hiding? I don't know. I don't care, I already have you," Napaatras ako nang tignan niya ako sa mata nang may ngiti.
"W-wala ka nang pakialam? Hindi mo ba siya minahal?" I asked, still scared of his gaze.
"I never loved someone as deep as what I feel for you," I shut my eyes closed as he started to lean his face close to mine
"B-bakit siya nagtatago?"
He chuckled, I felt his warm breaths as he's too near, "I don't fucking care. She chose the wrong psycho,"
Napadilat ako dahil sa sinabi niya, I was shocked to see him too close to me, plus he's looking intensely at my lips. "H-huh?"
He looked at me seriously for a second before he chuckled and pinched my cheek. "Babe, as far as ai know there are like, four? Five if I'm included, yup. There are almost five psychos inside the campus,"
"P-paano mo nasabi?" still terrified, I asked him.
He smiled, "I know who's harmful and not. I can smell my own kind, babe. I can disguise myself as normal person but these animals can't," I gasped, base sa pagsasalita niya, parang sigurado talaga siyang may nakaka-interact siyang kauri niya!
"Why would you be cautious? Out of all those people, I am the only one who can get you," I flinched when he pecked a kiss on my lips.
"They are nothing, babe. Don't be jealous to that girl either. She's nothing but a whore," he smiled before caressing my cheeks.
I shivered, he's indeed a psychopath. Hindi lang kutob, sa kilos at galaw, he's clinically diagnosed as psycho. Anong mangyayari sa'kin? What should I do with this information?
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[a/n: APD or Anti-Social Personality Disorder is a mental disorder characterized by total disregard of the feelings of others. We call people with APD as psychopath or sociopath. Sociopaths are those people who experience severe trauma or exposure to something terrible that made them turn their backs to humanity while psychopaths are those who were born with this disorder. In other words, sociopaths are those who turned heartless while pshychopaths are inborn heartless.
My past books have three sociopath leads, Seungcheol is the only one who's born to be heartless. But five? He told Hope that he knew five? Emz]
BINABASA MO ANG
Animal
Fanfiction"Maybe you think that you can hide, but I can smell your scent for miles," - Seungcheol Choi Seungcheol wanted to claim her as a whole. Like an animal, he wanted his prey to be available only just for him. As a selfish man with the highest pride, he...
