HOPE DE GUZMAN
"Go change your clothes because it bothers me," he gently pushed me towards the closet pero nagmatigas ako.
I looked at him, trying to act as fearless as I can. "Patayin mo na ako,"
He scoffed as he look at me from head to toe, "Not until I wanted you to die," he smirked.
Mahigpit kong hinawakan ang braso niya, "Choi Seungcheol, patayin mo na ako!" I despirately told him as my tears started to flow again.
He just pressed his lips and smiled warmly at me. He wiped my tears and tried to fix my hair by his hands. "I don't want to do that yet," he told me.
So may plano talaga siyang patayin ako. He's a jerk, and it's my best choice to choose death instead of living with a psycho.
But I still doubt, nagdadalawang isip kung tama bang iwan ko nalang sa mundo si Faith. Why would I think about that? She doesn't even care about me at all.
Pero kahit na, I still have to consider her, kahit ang sakit na in-invalidate niya ang mga paghihirap ko sa pagtayo bilang magulang niya nang mawala sila mama.
Mas mabuti na rin sigurong mawala, kaysa masaktan nalang nang paulit-ulit dahil wala akong ibang kasama sa paglaban ko.
I am lonely.
I don't want to be lonely forever, let's end it here hangga't may tao pang papatay sa akin nang walang konsensya.
"Tinulungan ako ng isang lalaki, galing sa kaniya itong damit na suot ko, tumakas ako sa'yo, sumama ako sa kaniya. Magselos ka! Patayin mo na ako!" I shook his arm as I beg.
"Did you fuck?" I stopped moving after he asked me those.
Hindi, walang nangyari sa amin ni Woozi, nagmalasakit lang siya. Hindi ko dapat siya dinadarag sa sitwasyong papatay sa akin.
Pero kung ito naman ang huling hugot ng hininga ko, hindi naman malalaman ni Seungcheol na si Woozi ang tumulong sa akin, hindi malalaman ni Woozi na gagamitin ko siya para mapatay lang ako ng baliw na 'to!
"O-oo! Patayin mo na ako!" I tried to be as tough as I can.
I can't stop my hands from tembling, nanghihina ang katawan ko dahil sa pag-iyak, pati na rin sa hapdi ng mga sugat na natamo ko dahil kay Seungcheol.
"Not so fast," I cried harder, looking down while trying to process his deep voice talking nonsense to me.
"If you to did fuck each other, I'll be mad then. You're still untouched. My devine wife, don't lie to me. I want you to be as pure as white once we start our own family. Now tell me the name," napaangat ako ng tingin sa kaniya.
He's anticipating for my answer pero tinikom ko ang bibig ko. Hindi puwedeng madawit si Woozi, alam kong kilala nila ang isa't isa, hindi ako papayag na pati si Woozi ay ganbalain niya na!
"Patayin mo nalang ako--"
"Tell me his name," he asked again, I gulped.
"Nag-iimbento ka lang ba? I know you don't, you tricked me once, pero alam kong hindi 'yan ang amoy mo. It means may nakasama ka talagang iba maliban sa akin or sa kapatid mo. There's someone who helped you escape and I have to get rid of him," he told me nonchalantly.
"A-anong gagawin mo sa kaniya?" I stuttered.
"I'll kill him," namutla ako sa sagot niya. He just answered it casually, as if hindi big deal ang gagawin niya!
I immediately shook my head in disagreement. Hindi niya puwedeng gawin 'yon kay Woozi!
He values life so much that he also cared about my own life more than I did to myself. I don't want a random shooter take his life as if it's just a normal thing to be taken away.
"Why? Did he gave you butterflies?" he smirked.
"That's so fast," he chuckled.
Umiling-iling ako habang paunti-unting inaatras ang sarili palayo sa kaniya. He's so intimidating, na parang kaunting sandali nalang ay mamamatay na ako.
I wished for him to kill me, but with this pace, I can't think properly. Kung puwede lang na biglain niya nalang akong barilin nang malapitan, ayaw ko ng thrill, gusto ko nang mawala nang walang halong drama!
"You desperately want me to cut your stomach open, don't you?" I closed my eyes as he cupped my cheeks.
"Look at me," he wiggled my face a bit just for me to open my eyes. Napakalapit niya!
He smiled before diving his head near my neck, I shivered when I felt him sniffing me, "Kung ayaw mong sabihin kung sinong nagligtas sa'yo, hindi kita papatayin," nanlambot ang tuhod ko nang maramdaman ko ang paghinga niya sa leeg ko.
I held his broad shoulders to push him out pero mara siyang bato sa tigas! "Choi Seungcheol--"
He shut me up by placing a finger on my lips. "Sshhh,"
"Who is it? So that I can kill you both," he smiled.
Namutla ako, hindi puwede! "Ako nalang!"
"Independent hottie," he bit his lowerlip before attacking my lips. I gasped in shock, he just chuckled on my struggles to breathe properly!
"Did he kiss you like this? Come on, sabihin mo lang kung anong pangalan niya, then I'll kill you right after,"
I want to die, but I would put another person in line of death when I will let Seungcheol kill me!
Should I just kill myself again instead?
BINABASA MO ANG
Animal
Fanfiction"Maybe you think that you can hide, but I can smell your scent for miles," - Seungcheol Choi Seungcheol wanted to claim her as a whole. Like an animal, he wanted his prey to be available only just for him. As a selfish man with the highest pride, he...
