prove yourself

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Justin sent me out of the house with Dani because he said he's gonna prove himself to me. it's been 3 months since that day, and we've been talking, but nit that much. I actually met someone, and the boys are letting me be with him for a little bit. his name is Jesse, and he's like every girl's dream, he has a nice body, piercing blue eyes, a great kisser, he rubs my back when I have cramps, he never pressures me into anything, and he never disrespects me in any way. he is the sweetest thing. he knows we have to break up soon, but he's making the most out of the time we have left until my 18th birthday.

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Dani and I got our nails done, and we got waxes. it hurt so bad, but I'm kinda used to it now. I got to my house and I walked up the stairs. Justin told me to go in my room. I opened the door, and there were candles lit everywhere, my bed had rose petals all over it, and there was two chairs, one for me, and one where Justin was sitting with his guitar. "You did all this?" he nodded. "Sit down." he said. I out my purse down and I sat in the chair. "I have 3 songs for you." he said. "one of the songs you already know." he started strumming on his guitar, and I recognized the song. One time. he wrote that song, and I fell in love with it as soon as I heard it.

After he sang that song, he started playing a new song that I haven't heard yet. "Everybody's laughing in my mind, rumors spreading about this other guy, do you do what you did what you did with me? does he love you the way I did? did you forget all the plans that you made with me? cuz baby I didn't, that should be me, holding your hand, that should be me, making you laugh, that should be me, this is so sad, that should be me, that should be me, that should be me feeling your kiss, that should be me buying you gifts, this is so wrong, I can't go on, until you believe, that, that should be me, oh, that should be me, you said you needed a little time for my mistakes, it's funny how you used that time to have me replaced, did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies? whatcha doing to me? you're taking him all the ways to go, and if you're trying to break my heart, it's working cuz you know, that, that should be me, holding your hand, that should be me making you laugh, that should be me, this is so sad, that should be me, that should be me, that should be me feeling your kiss, that should be me buying you gifts this is so wrong, I can't go on until you believe, that that should be me, I need to know should I fight for love, or give up, its getting hotter til she's done, it's draining my heart, ooh, that should be me holding your hand, that should be me making you laugh, that should be me this is so sad that should be me that should be me, that should be me feeling your kiss, that should be me buying you gifts this is so wrong I can't go on until you believe that that should be me, oh I never should've let you go, I never thought I'd let you go, oh, that should be me, yeah, that should be me giving you flowers, oh talking for hours, that should be me, oh that should be me. "

I smiled at him and wiped the tear off my cheek. After that song, he played another one called stuck in the moment. that's my new favorite. and then, he said he forgot one, and he played never let you go.

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I smiled and clapped my hands. he put his guitar down. "I have something else for you." he said. "Something else?" I asked. he nodded. "Come here." he said. he took my hand and pulled me out the door. we opened the door to the attic. "No, I don't wanna go up there." I said. "Just like in my song, I'm right here." he said. I went up the stairs fist, and we started going up to the attic. we went up there, and he cleaned it. the cobwebs were gone, and there were lights lit, and it was beautiful, I don't know how to describe it. "We always used to come up here when we were 13. remember?" he asked. I nodded. "Yeah, to get away from Harry. we always won hide and seek too when we were 8." I said. he smiled. I remember just how we used to sit. he'd sit in the middle of the floor, and I'd sit in his lap and we'd make out. and then I remember one day, we were kissing, and Harry comes up and finds us. he was so mad. I guess he liked me, but he got over it.

Justin walked to the middle and sat down. I went over there and sat next to him. he put his arm around me. "I wish I could go back to those days." he said. I smiled. "Yeah." I said. "Justin, you didn't have to do this." I said. "Yes I did. I wanted to prove to you that I am sorry, for everything. I miss being best friends with you, and we hardly talk like we used to." he said. "I don't miss it." I said. he looked at me. "Why?" he asked. "Because I like it better when we're best friends and boyfriend and girlfriend at the same time." I said. "Yeah, I liked that too." he said. "Well, I will try again if you will." I said. he looked at me. "Ok. and no more fighting, and I will never do anything like that to you again." he said. I smiled. we leaned in and started kissing. he grabbed my legs and pulled me up on his lap. we pulled away. "Just like old times." he said. I smiled and nodded. "Now let's go back downstairs because I have one more thing for you." he said. "Another thing? I don't need anything else Justin." I said. "Well, I wanna give it to you." he said.

We went back down and we went in my room. he took a box off my dresser and handed it to me. I opened it and I gasped. "It's so pretty!" I said. he chuckled. "Open it." I opened the locket and on one side was a picture of Harry, Justin, and I when we were 13, and on the other side was a picture of all three of us from this year at the dance. I smiled at him. I oulled him into a huge hug. "Thank you." I said. "Your welcome. now let me put it on." I gave him the necklace and I turned around. I moved my hair to the side and he out it on. I turned back around and I kissed him, then hugged him. "I love you." I said. "I love you too." he said. he pulled away and we started kissing. it all started so innocent, then it turned into something else.

*For appropriate audiences only!;)*

He picked my legs up and we kissed even deeper. he pulled away and started kissing my neck. I moaned. "Harry's gonna kill me for this." he said. I laughed. "Just say it was my idea." I said. he smiled and we started kissing again. "Ok I need you now." he said. I smiled as he kissed me and laid me on my bed. he slid my shorts off, and his hands went under my shirt. I lifted my arms up and he slid it off. he took off his shirt and pants so he was left in his boxers. he laid back on top of me and we started kissing again. I wrapped my arms around his head and slid my fingers through his hair. he pulled away and smiled at me. "What?" I asked. "It's just, oh never mind." he said. he kissed me again but I pulled away. "Tell me." I said. "Fine. I just, I just hope that you pick me and not someone else." he said. I smiled. "Maybe I will, maybe I won't. I guess you'll have to wait and see." I said. I kissed him again. his hands slid up my back and unclasped my bra. he took my panties off and took his boxers off. "Ok, c'mon, I need you." I whined. he smiled and, put a condom on and he slid inside of me. we were in the middle of my bed. he slid the covers over us. my hips kept bucking into his as we both kept moaning. I wrapped my legs around his waist, and he went deeper in. "Mm, Juusttin." I moaned. he sucked on my neck and I held his head in my hands. "Mm, I could do this forever." he said. with every thrust, we both moaned and groaned. he kept sliding in and out, making me want more and more. "Mmm, I'm gonna cum." I said. "Mm, me too." he went harder and faster, and we both moaned and held each other so close. "ahh." I said. Justin stopped and kissed, my neck and my lips. he got up and threw the condom away and slid his boxers back on. I put my panties and bra back on, and we cuddled in my bed together.

his warm hands held my waist, and our skin was touching everywhere. I laid my head on his chest, and his head laid on mine. "I love you so much, I don't want anything to happen to you. I'm sorry for everything." he said. "Justin, I know you are. you can quit saying that now." I said. "No, I'm gonna say it for as long as I have to." he said. I looked uo at him, and we started kissing. just then, my bedroom door burst open.

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