SILENT TEARS || JK

22

"Shh...It's ok Hana"

Yeah, I've been crying.

Just like I've used to.

But this time it felt different.

This feeling is not something which I could bear easily.

I felt like no matter how much I cried and struggled I won't be able to get rid of this.

I'm feeling something which cannot be brought into words.

This feeling of betrayal.

This feeling of helplessness.

It can not be expressed in words.

"Hana, it's enough. You've cried so much"

I finally broke the hug and looked at Jungkook's face.

He smiled at me. As usual.

He made me feel safe. As usual.

He made me feel love. As usual.

He made me feel alive. As usual.

Even it for a little.

This is different.

Because I have him.

Someone I could rely on.

I stared into his eyes.

As he did into mine.

"You have me Hana"

"What should I do now Jungkook?"

"What do you want to do?"

I didn't reply. Instead I stared at my fingers and started to cry again.

He spoke nothing. Instead he took me into his warm embrace once again. Something which I needed the most at that moment.

'I need to cry'

'As much as my weak body would let me'