Arranged Marriage • Joshua ✓

Arranged Marriage || 49

[ - joshua - ]

They were chatting amongst each other but I really couldn't shake off the feeling of doubts. Like... How can I know that she's really loyal...?

"You seemed to worry about something" said Seungcheol

"Is something wrong hyung ?" asked Myungho

"Oh uh... I'm just having doubts at the moment..." I said as I looked down

"Doubts on Sophia ??" Jeonghan asked and I just nodded

"I mean... I can trust her right...?" I pursed my lips

"Joshuji, how can you say that ?" Jeonghan frowned

"She had been nothing but good to you and YOU doubting her is WRONG" Jeonghan scolded

"Hyung, as much as you're worried, Sooyoung is indeed a good girl so don't worry okay ? She had always been loyal towards all of her partners so you can throw all of your doubts away" said Junhui calmly

"You haven't even known her for a year yet so that's quite understandable. Take your time to gain your trust on her" said Myungho

"Though, I can promise you that she's not that kind of girl" Myungho added.

That made me relieved a bit. Maybe I should drop these thoughts from my mind before it stresses me out.

Though.... It would be a lie if it's not bothering me.

Lunch ended just like that and we went back to our workplace. I was still being bothered by those thoughts that I could barely focus on work. At this point it's getting disturbing. I tried and tried on convincing myself, but it didn't work

"Boss, is everything alright ??? You've been spacing out a lot ever since you've came back from lunch with Jeonghan ssi" asked Eunji

"O-oh, yeah yeah I'm fine. Just... A bit stressed" I replied

"Oh ?? Of what ??" she asked

"Just wondering if my wife is really working at the moment" I sighed

"O-oh--" she responded shortly

[ - eunji - ]

Wait what...? He's married ??? I didn't know that what---

So I have been crushing on a married guy ??? Damn--

"Why did you suddenly think about that ?" I asked him

"She's working under the same agency as her ex and... I heard that both of them might still have feelings towards each other" said Joshua

"That... Sounds bad..." I responded

"I know I shouldn't doubt her and all but... I really don't want to get cheated on the second time..." said Joshua, followed by a sigh

"I-I mean... There could be possibilities--" I said to him

"What do you mean ?" he asked

"You said they might still have feelings for each other right ?? Who...knows if she might get back with him in secret...?" I said, unsure about it of course

I know I shouldn't be saying stuffs about someone that I don't know about but at this point... I don't want to care. I really thought I'm able to hit him up or something but turned out he's married.

If he's having doubts like this... Then maybe I COULD stir up some fire in him...

He sighed as he seemed anxious

"Maybe I'll just have a small talk with her back at home..." said Joshua

Lowkey hoping his wife is actually cheating on him smh.

[ - sophia - ]

We decided to take a break for a while since we've been working non-stop and we haven't even had our lunch. So far we've finished like half of it ?? Kind of, but it's going well. Both me and Jihoon weren't planning to stop, but Soonyoung and Hansol insisted on it and we have no choice then.

"GOSH ! You two are so much alike" said Soonyoung

"Well you two could've went to eat lunch and we would've gone together after we're done with it" Jihoon responded

"C'mon Jihoonie, Sooyougie ! Take things easy !" Soonyoung said while pouting

"It's not gonna be the end of the world if you guys take a break !" Soonyoung added as he rolled his eyes

"This is one of YOUR comeback songs Soonyoung ah. If we aren't able to finish it, a lot of things could be delayed" Jihoon frowned

"Now now hyungdeul, don't go on arguing in a public place. Fight somewhere else" said Hansol

"He started it" said Jihoon

"No YOU did !" Soonyoung protested

"Shut both of your mouths before I smack both of you" I glared

"We're in public right now, behave." I added

"Y-yes ma'am" said both of them in sync

"That's what I like to hear" I crossed my arms

"Sooyoung is probably the only one who's able to shut their mouths in an instant" Hansol said followed by a laugh

"They know I'd be upset so they'd rather shut their mouths than hear me whine" I said as I went back to play on my phone

"Oh so you know" said Jihoon

"Of course I do, we've dated before" I said blankly

"Yeah yeah whatevs" Jihoon responded

"They sounded annoyed with each other but the truth is they're pretty much in love ~" said Soonyoung with a grin

"Even if we are, she can't be mine even if I wanted her to be mine" Jihoon shrugged

I immediately blushed hard when he said that.

"Oh, the princess' flustered" he chuckled

"Oh my gosh stop it Jihoon !" I hit him

"Ow !" he whined

"Guess Jihoon hyung was just a bit too late huh. I actually was looking forward for you two to date again, but I guess that's not happening anymore" Hansol chuckled

When he said that, I was wondering if me marrying Joshua is actually the right choice. I mean, I trusts him with all of my heart, I do love him a lot, but there is this odd feelings that kept on rising...

"We'd be happy if you are happy" Hansol added

"Take care of our hyung would you ?" asked Soonyoung with a smile

"W-will do" I smiled back

"As expected, Hansol would be the one who changed the whole mood" said Jihoon followed by a chuckle

"Tell me about it" I rolled my eyes playfully

The whole day went on nicely yet quite hard for me. But I'm happy that Jihoon, Hansol and I managed to finish the work and would record a demo tomorrow. Hopefully things would go well at home too cause I am beat.